I was in Publix (it's a grocery store). I went to the deli and asked them to make me a sandwich a certain way. Then I walked away to look at other stuff and give them a chance to make it. After a bit I ran into my mother. She said something about my sandwich being done and how they were so happy about all the customers it had brought them. I went back to the deli, then, to pick up my sandwich. They greeted me happily and began wrapping up a sandwich for me. They had made many of the sandwiches because everybody liked them so much. I told them to wrap two for me, one for today and one for lunch tomorrow.
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I think this is about me following a trend, specifically with my diet. I have been trying to go on a diet (and failing at it too! XD). It's probably also got something to do with overeating since I ended up buying more sandwiches than I originally intended.
I made a blog for my dreams...
...Because they're so fucked up sometimes that they just deserve their own writing place. These are straight from my mind at the time of day that it does it's finest work. In a way, this madness could teach you more about my emotions/thoughts than I could even tell you.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
An RPG
Boyfriend and I were playing an RPG. With this RPG you could actually put your own images into the game and put them on walls and stuff. He put a picture of him and me on there. I didn't like how I looked in the picture. I went to find more pictures of me to put on there and even though I ended up putting them on the website, I didn't like how I looked in any of them.
I don't quite remember what context it was in but I told boyfriend that I didn't appreciate him bullying me.
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I don't even need to go to any dream dictionary to tell what this means. The RPG represents our community of friends and family. The pictures represent the image we put out to others. The dream is saying he's bullying me into projecting a certain image to others; one that I'm not comfortable with. One that makes me look bad.
On another note, my embarrassment of how I look in the pictures could also be a reference to how I really am embarrassed of how I look in real life.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Evil cats and dogs in my old house.
This one is from a few days ago.
I had a dream that my family and I had to go through our old house and kill a bunch of cats and dogs because they were evil. But there was one cat that I couldn't kill because it's eyes were so big and innocent. It was so small I picked it up in one hand and took it to my mother to ask if I really had to keep it but I didn't get to ask. Then we went next door to my grandma's house and she told us that she had to take her new t.v. back because my uncle didn't like it. I looked on the side for a price and there was number, but I couldn't tell if it was 45 or 54.
Oh my god! I didn't even realize it until I had typed it all out- this is the third dream about something evil being in the old house!
I had a dream that my family and I had to go through our old house and kill a bunch of cats and dogs because they were evil. But there was one cat that I couldn't kill because it's eyes were so big and innocent. It was so small I picked it up in one hand and took it to my mother to ask if I really had to keep it but I didn't get to ask. Then we went next door to my grandma's house and she told us that she had to take her new t.v. back because my uncle didn't like it. I looked on the side for a price and there was number, but I couldn't tell if it was 45 or 54.
Oh my god! I didn't even realize it until I had typed it all out- this is the third dream about something evil being in the old house!
An angry spirit at my past (and future) home?
This dream took an odd perspective. I was both an observer with all the details and an oblivious character.
It started with my mother and I going to visit this old building. Now, as an observer, I knew that my mother was actually a murderer and many of her victims were found here. As a character, I knew nothing about this and blindly went here with her. I think I may have been a young child in this, because I was short and I was holding her hand.
We took an elevator. I saw some stairs as we were riding it. My mother had some kind of business to take care of. Next thing I remember is being downstairs at the door, trying to open it. I suddenly became lucid. I realized I was standing in the living room in my old house that I grew up in. I turned around to see my mother standing in the middle of the room sharpening a knife. She flashed me a mad, evil grin that filled me with fear. I woke up, yelling at her, trying to scare her away.
This is the second dream I've had about my childhood home that involved something evil lurking there. The other was actually less of dream and more of a vision. I was just laying in bed one night thinking about my old house. I went into a sort of meditative state (not unusual when you're tired and lying in bed) I had this vision/dream of walking into the house and into my brother's old room and there was something there that filled me with something close to immense fear. It jerked me out of my meditative state.
This may sound a little far-fetched but I'm beginning to wonder if there is some kind of angry, violent, mean spirit in that house. It has frightened me twice on purpose. This is some cause for alarm because soon my boyfriend and I will be moving in there together.
Defensive Shopping and Huge Moon
I was shopping in a grocery store. I had lots of cans among other things, but I specifically remember cans. I realized my shopping cart was a child's shopping car because it was way short and I had to hunch over to push it. Feeling a bit embarrassed, I moved my stuff to an adult shopping cart, but it was one of those weird ones with shallow, double-decker baskets that some stores have.
The whole time I was there I felt defensive over my stuff- I didn't want anyone to see what I was buying even though it was normal stuff.
As I was leaving with my stuff, I ran into these two guys. I think they may have been up to something, because I felt really defensive around them, too, and tried to tell if they were lying. I sat down in a chair just as Dr. Lightman from "Lie to Me" showed up. I noticed he was wearing a red sweater (this is significant somehow because I don't ever remember him wearing a red sweater in the show). He did his whole "Lie detector" thing on the two guys and scared them off. I remember being very quiet and almost wanting to disappear because I was afraid he would turn his lie detecting skills on me.
During this whole dream I was defensive and didn't trust anyone. What am I trying to hide?
This next part happened much later in the dream.
I had been wanting to see the moon. I was under some trees or something with my friends so I couldn't quite see it. I went out from under them to look at the sky. At first the moon looked normal, but then I realized that the moon was HUGE! It was practically taking up the whole sky! I hadn't noticed right away because only a small part of the moon was illuminated. This filled me with fear. I ran back to my friends, "Jesus Christ! Has anyone looked at the moon lately?!"
Key Words:
1. Shopping, Grocery Store, Cans, Shopping Cart, Child, Adult, Weird shopping Cart, Two Guys, Suspicious, Sat Down, Chair, Dr. Lightman, Red Sweater,
2. Moon, Friends, See, Can't see the Sky, Trees, Huge Moon,
The whole time I was there I felt defensive over my stuff- I didn't want anyone to see what I was buying even though it was normal stuff.
As I was leaving with my stuff, I ran into these two guys. I think they may have been up to something, because I felt really defensive around them, too, and tried to tell if they were lying. I sat down in a chair just as Dr. Lightman from "Lie to Me" showed up. I noticed he was wearing a red sweater (this is significant somehow because I don't ever remember him wearing a red sweater in the show). He did his whole "Lie detector" thing on the two guys and scared them off. I remember being very quiet and almost wanting to disappear because I was afraid he would turn his lie detecting skills on me.
During this whole dream I was defensive and didn't trust anyone. What am I trying to hide?
This next part happened much later in the dream.
I had been wanting to see the moon. I was under some trees or something with my friends so I couldn't quite see it. I went out from under them to look at the sky. At first the moon looked normal, but then I realized that the moon was HUGE! It was practically taking up the whole sky! I hadn't noticed right away because only a small part of the moon was illuminated. This filled me with fear. I ran back to my friends, "Jesus Christ! Has anyone looked at the moon lately?!"
Key Words:
1. Shopping, Grocery Store, Cans, Shopping Cart, Child, Adult, Weird shopping Cart, Two Guys, Suspicious, Sat Down, Chair, Dr. Lightman, Red Sweater,
2. Moon, Friends, See, Can't see the Sky, Trees, Huge Moon,
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Sunday, March 27, 2011
Disaster with boyfriend's mom's car!
It was a lazy afternoon. Friends were over at my house which was next to the river. They were all asleep. I walked outside and saw my boyfriend's dad. They lived next door to us. We conversed about something for a moment and then I went and sat in my boyfriend's mom's van writing or drawing or something.
I looked up and saw that his dad had come back from eating out. I thought how much I wanted to do that. So I decided to drive down there where he had come from and get a snack.
But there was a problem- I tried to drive but I was in the passenger seat! I kept switching between the passenger seat and the very back seat. And the car started driving off by itself! I tried to pull the emergency break but I just couldn't find it and so I ran the car to the side of the road hoping the rougher surface would make it come to a stop. But it just rolled over into a retention pond and ended up upside down.
I climbed out of it, panicking. This was all my fault! Now his mother would be furious with me! But then some African tribesmen appeared. A woman started chanting. They helped me by rolling the car right side up, lifting it by it's tires and carrying it back next to the road.
I thanked them and went over to my boyfriend's sister-in-law who was standing next to a doorway, "Where's the car?"
"It's over there," She pointed into the doorway down a hall. I saw the car then. I walked toward it intending to inspect the damage. Then the sister-in-law's double drove away with the car. She and I laughed because the car was a funny shape (cylinder) and for some reason she said the word, "beanstalk," or "greenbean,"
I looked up and saw that his dad had come back from eating out. I thought how much I wanted to do that. So I decided to drive down there where he had come from and get a snack.
But there was a problem- I tried to drive but I was in the passenger seat! I kept switching between the passenger seat and the very back seat. And the car started driving off by itself! I tried to pull the emergency break but I just couldn't find it and so I ran the car to the side of the road hoping the rougher surface would make it come to a stop. But it just rolled over into a retention pond and ended up upside down.
I climbed out of it, panicking. This was all my fault! Now his mother would be furious with me! But then some African tribesmen appeared. A woman started chanting. They helped me by rolling the car right side up, lifting it by it's tires and carrying it back next to the road.
I thanked them and went over to my boyfriend's sister-in-law who was standing next to a doorway, "Where's the car?"
"It's over there," She pointed into the doorway down a hall. I saw the car then. I walked toward it intending to inspect the damage. Then the sister-in-law's double drove away with the car. She and I laughed because the car was a funny shape (cylinder) and for some reason she said the word, "beanstalk," or "greenbean,"
Saturday, March 26, 2011
You don't like my hugs! D:
This is short. The dream was longer but I only remember this much of it.
I had been trying to hide from Artemis Fowl.
Then, as I was standing in a house in front of a sliding glass door. I noticed him outside standing in a grassy clearing talking to somebody. He motioned for me to come over to him. I ran outside and ran up behind him and hugged him. He said something about that he couldn't hug me back like that. I got a little annoyed and said, half jokingly, "You don't like my hugs!" and ran away to go inside the house. Secretly I was hoping he would follow me but he didn't. He kept talking to whoever was with him.
I had been trying to hide from Artemis Fowl.
Then, as I was standing in a house in front of a sliding glass door. I noticed him outside standing in a grassy clearing talking to somebody. He motioned for me to come over to him. I ran outside and ran up behind him and hugged him. He said something about that he couldn't hug me back like that. I got a little annoyed and said, half jokingly, "You don't like my hugs!" and ran away to go inside the house. Secretly I was hoping he would follow me but he didn't. He kept talking to whoever was with him.
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