I made a blog for my dreams...

...Because they're so fucked up sometimes that they just deserve their own writing place. These are straight from my mind at the time of day that it does it's finest work. In a way, this madness could teach you more about my emotions/thoughts than I could even tell you.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

The Famous Sandwich

I was in Publix (it's a grocery store). I went to the deli and asked them to make me a sandwich a certain way. Then I walked away to look at other stuff and give them a chance to make it. After a bit I ran into my mother. She said something about my sandwich being done and how they were so happy about all the customers it had brought them. I went back to the deli, then, to pick up my sandwich. They greeted me happily and began wrapping up a sandwich for me. They had made many of the sandwiches because everybody liked them so much. I told them to wrap two for me, one for today and one for lunch tomorrow.


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I think this is about me following a trend, specifically with my diet. I have been trying to go on a diet (and failing at it too! XD). It's probably also got something to do with overeating since I ended up buying more sandwiches than I originally intended.

An RPG

Boyfriend and I were playing an RPG. With this RPG you could actually put your own images into the game and put them on walls and stuff. He put a picture of him and me on there. I didn't like how I looked in the picture. I went to find more pictures of me to put on there and even though I ended up putting them on the website, I didn't like how I looked in any of them.
I don't quite remember what context it was in but I told boyfriend that I didn't appreciate him bullying me.

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I don't even need to go to any dream dictionary to tell what this means. The RPG represents our community of friends and family. The pictures represent the image we put out to others. The dream is saying he's bullying me into projecting a certain image to others; one that I'm not comfortable with. One that makes me look bad.

On another note, my embarrassment of how I look in the pictures could also be a reference to how I really am embarrassed of how I look in real life. 

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Evil cats and dogs in my old house.

This one is from a few days ago.
I had a dream that my family and I had to go through our old house and kill a bunch of cats and dogs because they were evil. But there was one cat that I couldn't kill because it's eyes were so big and innocent. It was so small I picked it up in one hand and took it to my mother to ask if I really had to keep it but I didn't get to ask. Then we went next door to my grandma's house and she told us that she had to take her new t.v. back because my uncle didn't like it. I looked on the side for a price and there was number, but I couldn't tell if it was 45 or 54.

Oh my god! I didn't even realize it until I had typed it all out- this is the third dream about something evil being in the old house!

An angry spirit at my past (and future) home?

This dream took an odd perspective. I was both an observer with all the details and an oblivious character. 

It started with my mother and I going to visit this old building. Now, as an observer, I knew that my mother was actually a murderer and many of her victims were found here. As a character, I knew nothing about this and blindly went here with her. I think I may have been a young child in this, because I was short and I was holding her hand. 
We took an elevator. I saw some stairs as we were riding it. My mother had some kind of business to take care of. Next thing I remember is being downstairs at the door, trying to open it. I suddenly became lucid. I realized I was standing in the living room in my old house that I grew up in. I turned around to see my mother standing in the middle of the room sharpening a knife. She flashed me a mad, evil grin that filled me with fear. I woke up, yelling at her, trying to scare her away.


This is the second dream I've had about my childhood home that involved something evil lurking there. The other was actually less of dream and more of a vision. I was just laying in bed one night thinking about my old house. I went into a sort of meditative state (not unusual when you're tired and lying in bed) I had this vision/dream of walking into the house and into my brother's old room and there was something there that filled me with something close to immense fear. It jerked me out of my meditative state.

This may sound a little far-fetched but I'm beginning to wonder if there is some kind of angry, violent, mean spirit in that house. It has frightened me twice on purpose. This is some cause for alarm because soon my boyfriend and I will be moving in there together. 

Defensive Shopping and Huge Moon

I was shopping in a grocery store. I had lots of cans among other things, but I specifically remember cans. I realized my shopping cart was a child's shopping car because it was way short and I had to hunch over to push it. Feeling a bit embarrassed, I moved my stuff to an adult shopping cart, but it was one of those weird ones with shallow, double-decker baskets that some stores have.
The whole time I was there I felt defensive over my stuff- I didn't want anyone to see what I was buying even though it was normal stuff.

As I was leaving with my stuff, I ran into these two guys. I think they may have been up to something, because I felt really defensive around them, too, and tried to tell if they were lying. I sat down in a chair just as Dr. Lightman from "Lie to Me" showed up. I noticed he was wearing a red sweater (this is significant somehow because I don't ever remember him wearing a red sweater in the show). He did his whole "Lie detector" thing on the two guys and scared them off. I remember being very quiet and almost wanting to disappear because I was afraid he would turn his lie detecting skills on me.

During this whole dream I was defensive and didn't trust anyone. What am I trying to hide?


This next part happened much later in the dream.

I had been wanting to see the moon. I was under some trees or something with my friends so I couldn't quite see it. I went out from under them to look at the sky. At first the moon looked normal, but then I realized that the moon was HUGE! It was practically taking up the whole sky! I hadn't noticed right away because only a small part of the moon was illuminated. This filled me with fear. I ran back to my friends, "Jesus Christ! Has anyone looked at the moon lately?!"

Key Words:
1. Shopping, Grocery Store, Cans, Shopping Cart, Child, Adult, Weird shopping Cart, Two Guys, Suspicious, Sat Down, Chair, Dr. Lightman, Red Sweater,
2. Moon, Friends, See, Can't see the Sky, Trees, Huge Moon,

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Disaster with boyfriend's mom's car!

It was a lazy afternoon. Friends were over at my house which was next to the river. They were all asleep. I walked outside and saw my boyfriend's dad. They lived next door to us. We conversed about something for a moment and then I went and sat in my boyfriend's mom's van writing or drawing or something.
I looked up and saw that his dad had come back from eating out. I thought how much I wanted to do that. So I decided to drive down there where he had come from and get a snack.
But there was a problem- I tried to drive but I was in the passenger seat! I kept switching between the passenger seat and the very back seat. And the car started driving off by itself! I tried to pull the emergency break but I just couldn't find it and so I ran the car to the side of the road hoping the rougher surface would make it come to a stop. But it just rolled over into a retention pond and ended up upside down.
I climbed out of it, panicking. This was all my fault! Now his mother would be furious with me! But then some African tribesmen appeared. A woman started chanting. They helped me by rolling the car right side up, lifting it by it's tires and carrying it back next to the road.
I thanked them and went over to my boyfriend's sister-in-law who was standing next to a doorway, "Where's the car?"
"It's over there," She pointed into the doorway down a hall. I saw the car then. I walked toward it intending to inspect the damage. Then the sister-in-law's double drove away with the car. She and I laughed because the car was a funny shape (cylinder) and for some reason she said the word, "beanstalk," or "greenbean,"

Saturday, March 26, 2011

You don't like my hugs! D:

This is short. The dream was longer but I only remember this much of it.
I had been trying to hide from Artemis Fowl.
Then, as I was standing in a house in front of a sliding glass door. I noticed him outside standing in a grassy clearing talking to somebody. He motioned for me to come over to him. I ran outside and ran up behind him and hugged him. He said something about that he couldn't hug me back like that. I got a little annoyed and said, half jokingly, "You don't like my hugs!" and ran away to go inside the house. Secretly I was hoping he would follow me but he didn't. He kept talking to whoever was with him.

I go wandering the woods in a nightgown

I have emphasized the important elements of my dream for my own reference.
It was the middle of the day and I was at my house. I walked away from my house in my bare feet wearing a nightgown. I walked through into the forest. I came to a very wide dirt road. I crossed it quickly back into the cover of the forest because I was afraid someone would see me. Next I had to cross a small clearing that was next to a highway. There were some hikers there that I really didn't want to talk to. I hurried across the clearing and down the small incline that was next to the forest.
I hesitated momentarily: it was getting late and I knew my parents would be worried when they found out I was gone from the house. They would also be furious and think I was stupid for wandering away in a nightgown. Maybe I could just stay out here until they found me and fake like someone had kidnapped me so that they wouldn't be mad. No, that was stupid. 
I turned around to head home and was startled that one of the hikers was standing there (The rest of the hikers were standing some distance away) just above me at the top of the incline (and I was at the bottom). He offered me his jacket. I thanked him and sat down on the ground in the loose, sandy dirt, wondering how I could explain myself to him. This was exactly what I had wanted to avoid by avoiding people, this awkward conversation when they asked what I was doing in the woods looking like this. I looked up at this man, he hadn't seemed to notice my clothing just yet because he was talking on his phone. 
I felt sure that he was about to call the police and report that a strange girl was wandering the woods in her nightgown. I considered making a run for it. 

Then I woke up.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Kuroshitsuji - Babysitting Incident

I just remembered another dream I had involving Undertaker. It happened a while ago- some time last year.

The dream starts off with me and Undertaker showing up at this family's house together to babysit. They quickly run us through a list of "do"s and "don't"s and then leave. There are at least three kids in the house to babysit. The oldest is a boy who needs medicine for his bi-polar disorder. We are in the kitchen together. He is in pajamas. He refuses to take the medicine and I don't feel right about forcing him to take it so I don't make him take it. I think briefly about calling his mom and asking what I should do about him, but then I am distracted and wander off somewhere else. Next I remember is I walked over to where Undertaker had been watching the kids (and by that I mean he'd been playing together with them- hehe :3). They had made a huge mess, which I thought was hilarious. But for some reason there was blood everywhere! I went out to this back room/porch where he was standing and looking out over the path through the yard and there was blood out in the yard, too. I tripped and fell while looking at all the blood. He helped me up.

The blood didn't scare me at all. I thought all the blood and mess they had scattered was just the funniest thing! I remember that the neighbors had helped make the mess because they had come to a party at the house... but I never remember being at a party. I also remember believing that the blood had come from meat in the refrigerator. Also, Undertaker mentioned something about he had just redecorated the house for Halloween. And that's about it.

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Even though it's an old dream, I'll try to interpret it!

To dream that you are babysitting, suggests that you need to care for the child within yourself.


To see or take a pill in your dream, signifies a restoration of your inner harmony. You are experiencing a period of healing and an end to the negative ideas in your mind.�Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor for something or someone who is hard to follow.
To observe a pill in your dream symbolizes a restoration of your inner peace. It is a phase for turning away from negativity. It is also a stage of healing hurts and pains.


To see a kitchen in your dream, signifies your need for warmth, spiritual nourishment and healing. It may also be symbolic of the nurturing mother or the way that you are for your loved ones. Alternatively the kitchen, represents a transformation. Or perhaps the dream could be telling you that if "you can't stand the heat, then you need to get out of the kitchen". You need to abort your plans.


To see or wear pajamas in your dream, suggests that you need to relax and get some rest.


To see a mess in your dream, symbolizes the state of your waking life. You need to get your life in order.


To see blood in your dream, represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments. 


To see raw meat in your dream, represents obstacles and discouragements that you will come across as you move toward achieving your goals. Alternatively, it may reflect your untamed, animalistic nature and raw emotions.


To hear laughing or dream that you are laughing, suggests that you need to lighten up and let go of your problems. Don't put so much pressure on yourself. Laughing is also a sign of joyous release and pleasure.


To see children in your dream, signify an aspect of yourself and your childlike qualities. 


To dream that you are redecorating, indicates your need for change. You need a makeover of yourself.


To dream of Halloween indicates death and the unnatural world. This holiday also represents taking on a different personality or ideal of the self, one in which you don't feel restricted to express your thoughts or ideals.


To dream that you fall and are not frightened suggests that you will defeat your enemies without much effort.
To dream that you trip on something, indicates that something is out of order in your life. 


To dream of a porch, represents your personality, your social self, your facade and how you portray yourself to others. Consider the condition and size of the porch. In particular to dream of an enclosed porch, suggests of your tendency to distance yourself from others and your desires for privacy.


To see a messy and un-kept yard, denotes that aspects of your life are out of your control.

Mmmkay this is tough... um...
Sooo...

I need to care for the child within myself. I think my inner child was trying to tell me to relax. The way I was trying to get the boy to take a pill makes me think that I thought something was wrong with wanting to relax. But at the same time I was not really comfortable with not relaxing.
Apparently my waking life was a mess because of a combination of my child-like qualities, socializing, [Life, love, passion, disappointment], and Undertaker (or he may represent something else).
Also, Undertaker (or whatever he represents) was the one who made most of the mess though. Somehow, he/it made the mess using my own raw emotions. He "redecorated" or "changed" me. This is what caused me to take on a new personality and express my emotions/ideas without worry.
I made light of the situation but apparently something was very out of order in my life. The closed in porch suggests I had a desire for privacy. I also think the path leading out of that situation was full obstacles and hardship.

o.o That dream was a lot more insightful than I thought it would be 8I

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Killer Hospital

My family and I were lost and/or trapped in this hospital. It was dark and looked kind of abandoned. We were trying to escape but there were guns in the ceiling shooting at us. We saw some other people around and worried that they would hurt us- they had a pistol, or something. So my mom took a shotgun and sneaked up on one of them. Then me and my brothers came along and made so much noise that the lady discovered us. But it was okay, she wasn't trying to hurt us, she was trying to escape, too.

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To see your own family in your dream, represents security, warmth and love. It could also symbolize bitterness, jealousy, or rivalry, depending on your relationship with your family. Alternatively, it could mean that you are overly dependent on your family, especially if the family members are in your recurring dreams .Consider also the significance of a particular family member or the relationship you have with them.

To see or dream that you are in a hospital, symbolizes your need to heal or improve your physical or mental health. You need to get back to the flow of everyday life. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are giving up control of your own body. Perhaps you are afraid of losing control of your body


To dream that someone is shooting you with a gun, suggests that you are experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You may be feeling victimized in some situation.


To see a ceiling in your dream, represents a mental or spiritual perspective. It may also symbolize the limit you have set for yourself.


To dream that it is dim, indicates that you are lacking clarity in a waking situation. You need to shed some light or perspective on the issue. Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor for someone who is dumb or stupid





1. I am experiencing some confrontation in my waking life having to do with:
A. improving my health.
B. limits I have set for myself.
C. my over-dependence on family.
D. Spirituality.

I am also lacking clarity in any or all of these subjects.

I Fight with my mother and want to redecorate

I dreamed me and my boyfriend moved in together. He painted the walls inside our house pink. They seemed nice at first, even though you could still see the wallpaper through the paint in some spots.

Meanwhile, my mother (she didn't look like my real mother, she was a made-up character) yelled at me. At first, during the fight, I was viewing as if it was someone else. The fight itself was something about a shawl that belonged to my mother that I really liked and wanted to wear. But, anyways, I stomped off very upset with her.

I realized I really didn't like the pink walls anymore. I wanted to repaint them right now without my boyfriend's help! In fact, I wanted to redecorate the whole damn place right this minute! I thought about how I could go out and buy paint myself and paint the house, but then I wondered if I could get the coating even like my bf had... even though he really hadn't gotten it even at all. I was still so angry about the fight that I went to throw all the pans on the counter in the kitchen on the floor, but then I realized I shouldn't make a huge mess just because I was angry.

Later, I came back to where my mother was. My mother was distracted with my little brother. I felt slightly jealous that she was being so nice to him, but mostly I was just glad she wasn't yelling at me anymore. I took the shawl and wrapped it around me, feeling glad that we were at some moment of peace.

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Quoted from Dreammoods.com:
To see your boyfriend in your dream, represents your waking relationship with him and how you feel about him.
To see a new house in your dream, indicates that you are entering into a new phase or new area in your life. You are becoming more emotionally mature. 

Pink represents love, joy, sweetness, happiness, affection and kindness. Being in love or healing through love is also implied with this color. Alternatively, the color implies immaturity or weakness, especially when it comes to love. Consider also the notion of getting "pink slipped". Pink is also the color for Breast Cancer Awareness.If you dislike the color pink, then it may stem from issues of dependency or problems with your parents. 
 To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that need to be worked out with your mother.
To see or wear a shawl in your dream, signifies comfort. You feel well protected.
 To see a mess in your dream, symbolizes the state of your waking life. You need to get your life in order.
perhaps the dream could be telling you that if "you can't stand the heat, then you need to get out of the kitchen". You need to abort your plans.


1. My boyfriend and I are moving into a new phase of life together. This new phase where we're together will be full of:
A. Love, joy, sweetness, happiness, affection, and kindness.
B. Being in love/healing through love.
C. Immaturity or weakness, especially when it comes to love.

2. In walking life I need to express some or all of these more often:

A. Love, joy, sweetness, happiness, affection, and kindness.
B. Being in love/healing through love.
C. Immaturity or weakness, especially when it comes to love.


3. I want my mother's:
A. comfort
B. love
C. protection.

4. When I don't feel comfortable, loved or protected I:
A. Realize I have dependency issues.
B. Want, desperately, to express my self, but feel I will be unable to do it properly.
C. Feel very frustrated.
D. Want to change but fail because I feel I will be unable to do it properly.
E. Understand that I need to abort whatever plans that involved her or any sort of dependence on her.

5. In this state, I also:
A. Almost make a huge mess of my life, barely catching myself.
B. Prevent myself from expressing my anger when I think others are watching.
C. Have failing health.

6. Once I realize my mother is distracted from/not angry with me, I:
A. Feel safe/comfortable again.

Some of this does sound familiar...

Nightmare - The Ghost Next Door

I had a dream a couple of days ago. Me and my family moved somewhere. As we were moving in, I realized the place next door was haunted. I thought, "I hope that ghost doesn't visit us!" Later, I think the neighbors came to visit. I left the room. I was in an attic or something. A wax dummy in there began moving on it's own; the weird part is, the dummy looked like the guy from signs who ran over the reverend's wife, and he was smiling really creepily! I ran from the room and told everyone. My mom asked what we should do. I told her about exorcisms. Then I woke up.


The meaning?

The fact that I moved signifies something to do with change. I need change. It may be saying that I should change along with my family.


"To dream of a haunted house, signifies unfinished emotional business, related to your childhood family, dead relatives, or repressed memories and feelings."


"To see a dummy in your dream, indicates that a critical component is lacking in your relationship. You are feeling unchallenged and unfulfilled. The relationship is making you feel empty. The dream may also point to how you or someone has acted foolishly and stupidly in a situation."


"To dream that you or others are smiling, means that you are pleased with your achievements and approve of the decisions you have made. You will be rewarded for the good things you have done for others. Alternatively, a smile indicates that you are in search of something or someone that will make you happy."


I have some kind of unfinished emotional business having to do with a relationship that I am happy with.
Alternatively, it could mean me or someone else has acted really stupid in a situation and is happy about it.

"To dream that you or others are being exorcised, symbolizes your initiative to regain control and take steps toward the direction of your goals. Alternatively, you may not be taking responsibility for your actions and are looking for a scapegoat."


"To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that need to be worked out with your mother."


Now, we never actually exorcise the ghost, but we talk about doing it. 
This could mean I'm trying to gain control of the problem. Since my mother is there in the dream, perhaps she's the one I have unfinished emotional business with.

Nightmare - Followed by a Ghost

I had a dream just now.
In the dream, me and my family all went on a trip. We drove to this hotel and stayed at it. Then, me, grandpa, and mom drove around the town we were staying at.
We went to this museum, I remember seeing Undertaker there briefly. We stayed there for a bit. Then, for some reason, some friend of ours decided to drive grandpa back to the hotel for us.
So, me and mom were driving there ourselves, when we realized that papers and books were being rifled through in the back seat.
We thought it was the wind (the windows were open. But then this pink zipper started unzipping and zipping itself. I yelled at the ghost to stop. When we got to the hotel we jumped out and ran away from the car. I hoped that the ghost wouldn't follow us into the hotel room. We got inside and mom went straight to the bathroom, leaving me to explain all this to everyone. My dad tried to listen at first but then grandpa came and turned the T.V. up really loud. So I screamed until they were all looking at me and then I explained what had went on.

Undertaker was in the background of my dream somewhere almost constantly.


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Quoted from Dreammoods.com:
"To dream that you are taking a road trip, signifies your life journey and the decisions you make in life. If the road trip is a smooth one, then it indicates that you are transitioning smoothly through life's events. If the road trip is chaotic, then it denotes the many obstacles and issues in your waking life. Consider the destination and the stops that you make on your road trip."

"To see your own family in your dream, represents security, warmth and love. It could also symbolize bitterness, jealousy, or rivalry, depending on your relationship with your family. Alternatively, it could mean that you are overly dependent on your family, especially if the family members are in your recurring dreams. Consider also the significance of a particular family member or the relationship you have with them."

To see a hotel in your dream, signifies a new state of mind or a shift in personal identity. You are undergoing some sort of transition and need to move away from your old habits and old way of thinking. You need to temporarily escape from your daily life.�Alternatively, the dream may imply a loss in your personal identity.
To see your grandfather in your dream, symbolizes tradition, protection, wisdom, and a caring nature.  Consider the qualities and characteristics that exist in your own grandfather. 
Note: My grandfather is heavily dependent on my mother. When he's there, her attention is almost fully on him. Which is preferable, most of the time. So, my grandfather may represent a distraction for my mother.


To see your mother in your dream, represents the nurturing aspect of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance and protection. Some people may have problems freeing themselves from their mothers and are thus seeking their own individuality and development.
To�see a museum in your dream, indicates that your non-traditional path to success will make you stand out from the rest. Sometimes you need to take a risk. Alternatively, the museum represents your own personal history. You can learn a lot from your past and your heritage. Consider what you have gained from these experiences and apply them to your current circumstances.

To see a haunted car in your dream, represents unfinished goals. You had started off on a path or journey, but never reached the end. Perhaps life had taken you on a different direction that you had planned or intended. 

Ghosts are representative of something that is no longer obtainable or within reach. It indicates that you are feeling disconnected from life and society. Try to figure out what the ghosts wants or what it is looking for. The dream may also be a calling for you to move on and abandon your outdated modes of thinking and behavior. 
To dream of strong or gusty winds, represent turmoil and trouble in your life. You are experiencing much stress in some waking situation
To see a broken or stuck zipper in your dream, refers to your difficulties in expressing your sexual desires or feelings. 
Pink represents love, joy, sweetness, happiness, affection and kindness. Being in love or healing through love is also implied with this color. Alternatively, the color implies immaturity or weakness, especially when it comes to love. Consider also the notion of getting "pink slipped". Pink is also the color for Breast Cancer Awareness. 
To dream that you are driving a car, denotes your ambition, your drive and your ability to navigate from one stage of your life to another. If you are driving the car, then you are taking an active role in the way your life is going. However, if you are the passenger, then you are taking a passive role. 
To dream that you are screaming, symbolizes anger and fear. You are expressing some powerful emotion which you have kept pent up inside.

1. The decisions I make in life result in:
A. A shift in personality.
B. A loss in personal identity.
C. A need to temporarily escape from daily life.

2. The decisions I make in life are surrounded with:
A. Security, warmth, and love.
B. Over-dependence on my family.

3. While my mother is distracted/preoccupied:
A. I take a nontraditional path to success.
B. I review my personal history to deal with problems in life.

4. While my mother is not distracted/preoccupied:
A. I am passive in my own life which ultimately leads to a loss in personal identity.

5. Along this path my mother wants to lead me:
A. My personal goals will remain unfinished.
B. There will be overall stress, trouble, and turmoil in my waking life.
C. My love and sex life will be an absolute mess.

6. What I need to do is express myself. Not only to my mother, but to everyone- even if they try not to listen!

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Mom Held Ransom and I'm a Cannibal :/

My mom was kidnapped and held ransom. For some reason this caused me to have to go to the bank. I went and tried to open an account. But as soon as I got there they all went on lunch break. I was looking for something there. A man who worked there was my friend and he tried to get me into the kitchen. But the other employees saw us and assumed we were sneaking away to make out. There ended up being some kind of disaster and we had to evacuate the building. So we all evacuated into these woods and hiked around for a bit.

Later I was trying to make a desert of some kind using a cake filled with raspberry filling and human remains (both of them I kept in the refrigerator). My boyfriend caught me doing this and I was embarrassed. However, he misunderstood and thought I was trying to get a piece of cake for him and told me how his friend had already given him a HUGE piece of cake in a HUGE, heavy bowl/cup. I woke up then.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Nightmare - A demon attacks me in the library

I was at a school in a library with a guy who seemed to be my age but that's about all I could tell about him (it may have been my boyfriend but I never actually looked directly at him). We were doing some kind of project. I had the school website open on my laptop. Suddenly, the lights around us and on the website went red. This meant that the school was under attack, or something. I remember there was a dark hallway that made me nervous. I looked into it and there was a small figure standing just in the shadows. I gasped and clutched my companion's sleeve. Then the small figure, which turned out to be some kind of demon, ran at me and attacked, hissing and growling. I cried out and swung my arms at it to fight it off. I was woke by my own cries and because I was swinging my arms in my sleep. I realized the hissing I had heard was actually my fan which I keep on all night.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Beetlejuice comes to my house~

Beetlejuice was running around outside my house. I guess he had a hang glider because I was like, "I'm gonna make one of those things that BJ has!" And I made a mini helicopter/hang glider thing. Then I ran outside and jumped off a bunch of cliffs (that were magically in my neighborhood XD) while trying to sneak around BJ for some reason. He ran past to find me at my house while I hid in some bushes. When he had passed, I turned and jumped off a really high cliff. But I fell too steeply to use my little gadget thingy. So I just fell and screamed. Then I hit the ground and just lay there on my back with my eyes closed. Soon, I heard BJ run up to me. He shook my shoulder and I looked up at him and we started talking about something. I told him I had tried to make a thing like his and he was like, "oh, you just made the shape wrong!" So we ran back to my house 'cause he was gonna show me how to make it. But when we got there the stuff we needed was in the bathroom and both my parents were in there and I did NOT want to interrupt them... XC I woke up just as they were about to get out of the bathroom.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

12. Undertaker the Pre-K Teacher? o.O - Jan 20, 2011


I dreamed I was in a school in a classroom with Undertaker. He looked like he did in the flashback when Will was talking about him but he was wearing his "Mad Hatter" outfit. Then some girl came in and wanted me to dye her shoes black. So I was like, "Okay," and took them home with me. It was weird because they were, like, really important to her and I might ruin them by dying them black. But anyways, I came back the next day and forgot my shirt XD! No one seemed to notice, though. I ran back to the car and grabbed a shirt and then went inside the school. I wandered around for a bit looking for Undertaker. I hoped I wouldn't run into the girl from yesterday because I wasn't finished with her shoes yet. I went into this Pre-K room looked into the teacher's office. There were a couple of people in there. I walked in and joined them. Then, Undertaker walked through the door on the other side of the room. He was talking to the other people in the room (he had the coolest accent~ >////////<) but he was hugging me.~ Then I woke up XC

11. Undertaker's House - Jan 16, 2011


I dreamed I ran away from school and found Undertaker outside. I then realized that I had found his house. So I barged in there to look around XD. I wanted to find out stuff about his past, so I just started wandering around. I found a kitchen then I left that room and went down a long hallway and found two doors. I opened one on the right and it was a bedroom. I opened the closet and Kevin was sitting in there. I sat in there with him talking and trying to use my laptop and then Unny came and found us. He said there was food in the kitchen. Then I woke up.

16. Ashy, Undertaker, and I go to the mountains - Jan 12, 2011


In this dream I go on a ski trip with Ashy and several other people that are obviously not important because the dream doesn't address them. I remember being somewhere with Undertaker and then these people show up to get me. So I leave with them. Then later he drives out to where we are. Ashy and I stand looking out at the scenery (which I, oddly enough, can't remember) and talking. We talk about him. Ashy laughs at my fangirliness.
Ashy says something along the lines of, "Don't you get in trouble for seeing him?"
I reply with, "Yeah," I lean closer to her and whisper, "And it's SO worth it!" I continued on with something like, "If I could see him for 10 minutes then I'd gladly be grounded for a week,"
I'm not sure, but I get the feeling that, in the dream, he and I are a couple or close in some other way. However, he doesn't interact with me at all during the dream, but remains constantly in the background.

14-15. Lost Undertaker + Kuro Musical Adventure- Dec 26, 2010

14. I lost Undertaker! XC            Posted: December 26, 2010


I was a mute girl. I was in a small convenience store with Undertaker, but he looked like he did before he had retired. We bought stuff and left. Afterwards I wandered away and was unable to find him again. Later I came back to the store and bought stuff with $3.00. When I left I ran around in the wilderness looking for him.

15. Ninja Cupcake and her Kuro Musical adventure!      Posted: December 26, 2010
(May be connected to previous dream)
I was watching the kuroshitsuji musical live. After it was over I went backstage to try to find Undertaker's actor. I must have done this before because I went to one spot where I expected him to be but he wasn't there. I looked everywhere but couldn't find him. I began breaking into rooms looking for him. Somehow I was able to sneak around and not get caught. One room was a boy's room. I know this because there was a blue light outside and the word "boy" was on the door. So I went inside and flipped a switch that changed the sign to "girl" and made the light green. I also went in and there was a flower TV. O.o The boy returned soon, though. So, out of panic I jumped out the window.
I managed to find Undertaker; he was at a building. I don't know where he went after that but I looked inside the building.
In this building there was a sleeping monster. There were all these anime ladies in kimonos sleeping around him and they were all horny. Then one of them was like, "Hey- let's do it on top of him!" So they all had an orgy on top of him O.O 
For some reason, I thought if I put myself in danger that Undertaker would come save me. So I went inside to get closer to the monster. Then someone opened the door. I think it was Undertaker, because he left and I ran after him. I'm pretty sure I woke up after that.

13. Undertaker: The Movie!- Dec 11, 2010


I had a rather short dream; Undertaker was in a movie. It was live action and had the same guy from the musical. Gobi and I went to see it and someone was with us that we had to explain it to. All I remember about the movie itself is his shop, him goofing around and being himself, and then him glomping some lady.

12. Lucid - Big Camping Adventure with Undertaker- Nov 27, 2010


At first I was in Gobi's sister's room. It was all pink and flowery and kind of pretty, really. She and some of her friends came in.


Then I was at a camp. While there I went and took a shower. When I emerged from the shower, I noticed Undertaker nearby. He was slouched over like he was really tired and his hair was way messy. I became lucid, excitedly ran up to him, pulled him to his feet and hugged him. We stood there holding eachotherfor a long time (It was the happiest moment of mah life! T_T); then I looked up and kissed his face and ran all the way back to my room, giddy and a little embarassed. Later, my friends and I were fishing or something down by this lake, when suddenly it went all red like tomato sauce. Some of the people started eating it. I think I remember seeing a body float up out of the lake. Near the lake was an alley that seemed to fill me with uneasiness whenever I saw it. It felt dangerous to go there. I looked over at it and then beganwalking along the lake. I saw Unny again and became lucid again, he was walking along the lake, too. I ran up to him and clung to his arm. I remembered suddenly that if I became lucid that I wanted to ask questions of the people in my dreams.

"What's going on around here?" I asked him.

"Well, it seems there's this tomato lake in heaven." I made mental note of this because it sounded important. This made me wonder if my dream was taking place in heaven. I also noticed he didn't say "tomato sauce lake," He only said "tomato lake,"

Everyone went back to the cabins to sleep, except for me, Unny, and some random guy that I saw at school in passing. We were all three near that dreaded alley. Suddenly, a ruckus sent us running further into the alley.

"No!" The other guy hissed, "Not this way!"

But we had no choice now. We hid behind trees. Me and Unny hid behind one together and the other guy hid behind another one. We peeked out from behind the trees. Where we had just been standing, a BIG gang of scary men were now hanging around. I wondered if they were doing a drug deal. They began walking our way; and I think they noticed us and began shooting, butwe all just ran and got away, unscathed. We jumped into a van and drove away.

I don't know how but I ended up at a house that must have been Gobi's because I went in and Gobi's parents were there and so was that same room from the begining. The weird part is that I didn't associate them with her at all- I didn't think, "Gobi's parents! Gobi must be around, too!". I went  back into her sister's room and woke up wanting to see Unny again.

11. Semi-lucid - A Chat with Undertaker- Nov 17, 2010


This was a short one. I went to see Undertaker in his shop. I think I was drinking something like a milkshake or tea. Whenever Undertaker would speak I could almost understand him, but it mostly sounded like gibberish. I was so happy to see him.
I'm glad I got to see him even if it was for only a minute. It seems like he hasn't been around quite as much lately.... :'C

10. Welcome to the Phantomhive Home- Nov 17, 2010


This is a dream I believe to be based around an OVA that's coming out sometime in the future... It happened last week...
Me, Gobi, Ashy, and Wolfy- my friends- went to a ball that was being hosted at Ciel's house. It was cool; ^_^ we trust fell at everyone, ran around causing mischief and...... Undertaker was there! Me and Gobi ran up to meet him and glomped him. And I looked around and said, "Where's Wolfy?" and I turned and he was looking at Undertaker with the most horrified look I've ever seen O.O ........
It was the best day EVAR!! XD
lol Wolfy is so scared Undertaker XD I don't even know why. I bet they'd get along great

9. Hiding out at Undertaker's


I remember only pieces of this one... I remember seeing Undertaker's shop and walking towards it. It' was really weird cause I saw it in live-action and not as a cartoon. I don't remember going inside, but I must have because I do remember being in an upstairs part of it looking at stuff. I never actually saw Undertaker himself to the best of my knowledge. I know that I was hiding from my family; I heard them outside calling for me and I stayed silent. Hoping they wouldn't look for me here. I remember feeling sad/down throughout the dream.

8. I'm Lady Elizabeth?!


This one happened before episode 2 of the second season aired. I was Ciel's fiancĂ©e. Ciel and I were swimming. Suddenly he panicked and came to rescue me from the water and swam me back to shore. I woke up wondering why the hell I would marry Ciel... O.o

7. A sweet Moment with Undertaker~ :3


Undertaker and I were just sitting there listening to music. It was some kind of old song. I think he was reminiscing to me, or something, but I can't remember clearly. But I do remember clinging to him and being very happy :).

6. Undertaker's Weird Phobia


I was a student at Shibusen/DWMA from Soul Eater. Maka and I had instructions to go see Undertaker. We went into his shop; he was in the back somewhere. He was busy, but said he'd be out in a minute Maka sat down on a bench just inside the door. I looked at the coffins and stuff on his desk before joining her. Then Undertaker came into the room and Maka and him started talking. I was kind of bored since they weren't really talking to me. Then, I noticed one of his eyes was partially visible, so I started trying to see it. But he noticed what I was doing and suddenly freaked out and ran and hid in the back of his shop. He wouldn't talk to us anymore after that XD

5. Undertaker works at Dollar General!


A whole group of people were starting a business- I was part of it. It was gonna be a scary Halloween type store with all sorts of scary stuff. We had worked all day on it and were tired and hungry. So even though we weren't supposed to, some of us went on break together (We deserved it, after all!). We went back to work, worried we were gonna get in trouble. All of a sudden, I look at the store next to ours and it's Dollar General. Suddenly, out of the fuckin blue, I think, "Hey, that's where Undertaker works! I'm gonna go see him! 8D" So I run up to Dollar General and then someone called my name in the dream and I woke up! >8U!!!!!

4. My friends- Superheroes :D

My friends and I were like the X-men. We flew a jet and fought crime and all that shiz >:3. Undertaker was our Xavier.


XDDD Short entry~

3. My mom breaks into Undertaker's place XD!!!

I was at Undertaker's. He had to go somewhere but said I could wait there if I wanted. So I did. For some reason I went upstairs and started taking a shower. When I got out of the shower I heard a noise downstairs and I was scared cause it sounded like someone breaking in! So I crept downstairs to check it out and when I got to the front door, my mom walks in followed by my two little brothers!
I was like, "What are you doing here??"
And she said, "I just wanted to see what it was like in here!"

2. Lucid - Terror on the beach and memories with Undertaker O3O


I was running on the beach from something. In the middle of running I became lucid and realized I was in a dream. I then decided to go see Undertaker because I'm obsessed so I closed my eyes, fell forward, and appeared in Undertaker's shop. He held me and I think he kissed me but I don't remember clearly Goddammit! >8U.

1. A Visit to Phantomhive Manor and.... Scary reaper Undertaker! O.O

I was visiting Phantomhive Manor. Sebastian answered the door for me and took me on a tour of the manor. We walked through the whole downstairs. Then he took me upstairs to some kind of bedroom I think. He was trying to explain stuff to me but I wasn't paying attention to him. He introduced some people to me and then he said, "That's Undertaker," and pointed to a scary person in a black hooded robe with a scythe. And I was like, "Wow... he looks different than I thought,"