Kuroshitsuji - Babysitting Incident

I just remembered another dream I had involving Undertaker. It happened a while ago- some time last year.

The dream starts off with me and Undertaker showing up at this family's house together to babysit. They quickly run us through a list of "do"s and "don't"s and then leave. There are at least three kids in the house to babysit. The oldest is a boy who needs medicine for his bi-polar disorder. We are in the kitchen together. He is in pajamas. He refuses to take the medicine and I don't feel right about forcing him to take it so I don't make him take it. I think briefly about calling his mom and asking what I should do about him, but then I am distracted and wander off somewhere else. Next I remember is I walked over to where Undertaker had been watching the kids (and by that I mean he'd been playing together with them- hehe :3). They had made a huge mess, which I thought was hilarious. But for some reason there was blood everywhere! I went out to this back room/porch where he was standing and looking out over the path through the yard and there was blood out in the yard, too. I tripped and fell while looking at all the blood. He helped me up.

The blood didn't scare me at all. I thought all the blood and mess they had scattered was just the funniest thing! I remember that the neighbors had helped make the mess because they had come to a party at the house... but I never remember being at a party. I also remember believing that the blood had come from meat in the refrigerator. Also, Undertaker mentioned something about he had just redecorated the house for Halloween. And that's about it.

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Even though it's an old dream, I'll try to interpret it!

To dream that you are babysitting, suggests that you need to care for the child within yourself.


To see or take a pill in your dream, signifies a restoration of your inner harmony. You are experiencing a period of healing and an end to the negative ideas in your mind.�Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor for something or someone who is hard to follow.
To observe a pill in your dream symbolizes a restoration of your inner peace. It is a phase for turning away from negativity. It is also a stage of healing hurts and pains.


To see a kitchen in your dream, signifies your need for warmth, spiritual nourishment and healing. It may also be symbolic of the nurturing mother or the way that you are for your loved ones. Alternatively the kitchen, represents a transformation. Or perhaps the dream could be telling you that if "you can't stand the heat, then you need to get out of the kitchen". You need to abort your plans.


To see or wear pajamas in your dream, suggests that you need to relax and get some rest.


To see a mess in your dream, symbolizes the state of your waking life. You need to get your life in order.


To see blood in your dream, represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments. 


To see raw meat in your dream, represents obstacles and discouragements that you will come across as you move toward achieving your goals. Alternatively, it may reflect your untamed, animalistic nature and raw emotions.


To hear laughing or dream that you are laughing, suggests that you need to lighten up and let go of your problems. Don't put so much pressure on yourself. Laughing is also a sign of joyous release and pleasure.


To see children in your dream, signify an aspect of yourself and your childlike qualities. 


To dream that you are redecorating, indicates your need for change. You need a makeover of yourself.


To dream of Halloween indicates death and the unnatural world. This holiday also represents taking on a different personality or ideal of the self, one in which you don't feel restricted to express your thoughts or ideals.


To dream that you fall and are not frightened suggests that you will defeat your enemies without much effort.
To dream that you trip on something, indicates that something is out of order in your life. 


To dream of a porch, represents your personality, your social self, your facade and how you portray yourself to others. Consider the condition and size of the porch. In particular to dream of an enclosed porch, suggests of your tendency to distance yourself from others and your desires for privacy.


To see a messy and un-kept yard, denotes that aspects of your life are out of your control.

Mmmkay this is tough... um...
Sooo...

I need to care for the child within myself. I think my inner child was trying to tell me to relax. The way I was trying to get the boy to take a pill makes me think that I thought something was wrong with wanting to relax. But at the same time I was not really comfortable with not relaxing.
Apparently my waking life was a mess because of a combination of my child-like qualities, socializing, [Life, love, passion, disappointment], and Undertaker (or he may represent something else).
Also, Undertaker (or whatever he represents) was the one who made most of the mess though. Somehow, he/it made the mess using my own raw emotions. He "redecorated" or "changed" me. This is what caused me to take on a new personality and express my emotions/ideas without worry.
I made light of the situation but apparently something was very out of order in my life. The closed in porch suggests I had a desire for privacy. I also think the path leading out of that situation was full obstacles and hardship.

o.o That dream was a lot more insightful than I thought it would be 8I

Killer Hospital

My family and I were lost and/or trapped in this hospital. It was dark and looked kind of abandoned. We were trying to escape but there were guns in the ceiling shooting at us. We saw some other people around and worried that they would hurt us- they had a pistol, or something. So my mom took a shotgun and sneaked up on one of them. Then me and my brothers came along and made so much noise that the lady discovered us. But it was okay, she wasn't trying to hurt us, she was trying to escape, too.

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To see your own family in your dream, represents security, warmth and love. It could also symbolize bitterness, jealousy, or rivalry, depending on your relationship with your family. Alternatively, it could mean that you are overly dependent on your family, especially if the family members are in your recurring dreams .Consider also the significance of a particular family member or the relationship you have with them.

To see or dream that you are in a hospital, symbolizes your need to heal or improve your physical or mental health. You need to get back to the flow of everyday life. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are giving up control of your own body. Perhaps you are afraid of losing control of your body


To dream that someone is shooting you with a gun, suggests that you are experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You may be feeling victimized in some situation.


To see a ceiling in your dream, represents a mental or spiritual perspective. It may also symbolize the limit you have set for yourself.


To dream that it is dim, indicates that you are lacking clarity in a waking situation. You need to shed some light or perspective on the issue. Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor for someone who is dumb or stupid





1. I am experiencing some confrontation in my waking life having to do with:
A. improving my health.
B. limits I have set for myself.
C. my over-dependence on family.
D. Spirituality.

I am also lacking clarity in any or all of these subjects.

I Fight with my mother and want to redecorate

I dreamed me and my boyfriend moved in together. He painted the walls inside our house pink. They seemed nice at first, even though you could still see the wallpaper through the paint in some spots.

Meanwhile, my mother (she didn't look like my real mother, she was a made-up character) yelled at me. At first, during the fight, I was viewing as if it was someone else. The fight itself was something about a shawl that belonged to my mother that I really liked and wanted to wear. But, anyways, I stomped off very upset with her.

I realized I really didn't like the pink walls anymore. I wanted to repaint them right now without my boyfriend's help! In fact, I wanted to redecorate the whole damn place right this minute! I thought about how I could go out and buy paint myself and paint the house, but then I wondered if I could get the coating even like my bf had... even though he really hadn't gotten it even at all. I was still so angry about the fight that I went to throw all the pans on the counter in the kitchen on the floor, but then I realized I shouldn't make a huge mess just because I was angry.

Later, I came back to where my mother was. My mother was distracted with my little brother. I felt slightly jealous that she was being so nice to him, but mostly I was just glad she wasn't yelling at me anymore. I took the shawl and wrapped it around me, feeling glad that we were at some moment of peace.

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Quoted from Dreammoods.com:

To see your boyfriend in your dream, represents your waking relationship with him and how you feel about him.

To see a new house in your dream, indicates that you are entering into a new phase or new area in your life. You are becoming more emotionally mature. 

Pink represents love, joy, sweetness, happiness, affection and kindness. Being in love or healing through love is also implied with this color. Alternatively, the color implies immaturity or weakness, especially when it comes to love. Consider also the notion of getting "pink slipped". Pink is also the color for Breast Cancer Awareness.If you dislike the color pink, then it may stem from issues of dependency or problems with your parents. 

 To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that need to be worked out with your mother.

To see or wear a shawl in your dream, signifies comfort. You feel well protected.

 To see a mess in your dream, symbolizes the state of your waking life. You need to get your life in order.

perhaps the dream could be telling you that if "you can't stand the heat, then you need to get out of the kitchen". You need to abort your plans.

1. My boyfriend and I are moving into a new phase of life together. This new phase where we're together will be full of:
A. Love, joy, sweetness, happiness, affection, and kindness.
B. Being in love/healing through love.
C. Immaturity or weakness, especially when it comes to love.

2. In walking life I need to express some or all of these more often:

A. Love, joy, sweetness, happiness, affection, and kindness.

B. Being in love/healing through love.

C. Immaturity or weakness, especially when it comes to love.

3. I want my mother's:
A. comfort
B. love
C. protection.

4. When I don't feel comfortable, loved or protected I:
A. Realize I have dependency issues.
B. Want, desperately, to express my self, but feel I will be unable to do it properly.
C. Feel very frustrated.
D. Want to change but fail because I feel I will be unable to do it properly.
E. Understand that I need to abort whatever plans that involved her or any sort of dependence on her.

5. In this state, I also:
A. Almost make a huge mess of my life, barely catching myself.
B. Prevent myself from expressing my anger when I think others are watching.
C. Have failing health.

6. Once I realize my mother is distracted from/not angry with me, I:
A. Feel safe/comfortable again.

Some of this does sound familiar...

Nightmare - The Ghost Next Door

I had a dream a couple of days ago. Me and my family moved somewhere. As we were moving in, I realized the place next door was haunted. I thought, "I hope that ghost doesn't visit us!" Later, I think the neighbors came to visit. I left the room. I was in an attic or something. A wax dummy in there began moving on it's own; the weird part is, the dummy looked like the guy from signs who ran over the reverend's wife, and he was smiling really creepily! I ran from the room and told everyone. My mom asked what we should do. I told her about exorcisms. Then I woke up.


The meaning?

The fact that I moved signifies something to do with change. I need change. It may be saying that I should change along with my family.


"To dream of a haunted house, signifies unfinished emotional business, related to your childhood family, dead relatives, or repressed memories and feelings."


"To see a dummy in your dream, indicates that a critical component is lacking in your relationship. You are feeling unchallenged and unfulfilled. The relationship is making you feel empty. The dream may also point to how you or someone has acted foolishly and stupidly in a situation."


"To dream that you or others are smiling, means that you are pleased with your achievements and approve of the decisions you have made. You will be rewarded for the good things you have done for others. Alternatively, a smile indicates that you are in search of something or someone that will make you happy."


I have some kind of unfinished emotional business having to do with a relationship that I am happy with.
Alternatively, it could mean me or someone else has acted really stupid in a situation and is happy about it.

"To dream that you or others are being exorcised, symbolizes your initiative to regain control and take steps toward the direction of your goals. Alternatively, you may not be taking responsibility for your actions and are looking for a scapegoat."


"To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that need to be worked out with your mother."


Now, we never actually exorcise the ghost, but we talk about doing it. 
This could mean I'm trying to gain control of the problem. Since my mother is there in the dream, perhaps she's the one I have unfinished emotional business with.

Nightmare - Followed by a Ghost

I had a dream just now.
In the dream, me and my family all went on a trip. We drove to this hotel and stayed at it. Then, me, grandpa, and mom drove around the town we were staying at.
We went to this museum, I remember seeing Undertaker there briefly. We stayed there for a bit. Then, for some reason, some friend of ours decided to drive grandpa back to the hotel for us.
So, me and mom were driving there ourselves, when we realized that papers and books were being rifled through in the back seat.
We thought it was the wind (the windows were open. But then this pink zipper started unzipping and zipping itself. I yelled at the ghost to stop. When we got to the hotel we jumped out and ran away from the car. I hoped that the ghost wouldn't follow us into the hotel room. We got inside and mom went straight to the bathroom, leaving me to explain all this to everyone. My dad tried to listen at first but then grandpa came and turned the T.V. up really loud. So I screamed until they were all looking at me and then I explained what had went on.

Undertaker was in the background of my dream somewhere almost constantly.


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Quoted from Dreammoods.com:

"To dream that you are taking a road trip, signifies your life journey and the decisions you make in life. If the road trip is a smooth one, then it indicates that you are transitioning smoothly through life's events. If the road trip is chaotic, then it denotes the many obstacles and issues in your waking life. Consider the destination and the stops that you make on your road trip."

"To see your own family in your dream, represents security, warmth and love. It could also symbolize bitterness, jealousy, or rivalry, depending on your relationship with your family. Alternatively, it could mean that you are overly dependent on your family, especially if the family members are in your recurring dreams. Consider also the significance of a particular family member or the relationship you have with them."

To see a hotel in your dream, signifies a new state of mind or a shift in personal identity. You are undergoing some sort of transition and need to move away from your old habits and old way of thinking. You need to temporarily escape from your daily life.�Alternatively, the dream may imply a loss in your personal identity.

To see your grandfather in your dream, symbolizes tradition, protection, wisdom, and a caring nature.  Consider the qualities and characteristics that exist in your own grandfather. 

Note: My grandfather is heavily dependent on my mother. When he's there, her attention is almost fully on him. Which is preferable, most of the time. So, my grandfather may represent a distraction for my mother.

To see your mother in your dream, represents the nurturing aspect of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance and protection. Some people may have problems freeing themselves from their mothers and are thus seeking their own individuality and development.

To�see a museum in your dream, indicates that your non-traditional path to success will make you stand out from the rest. Sometimes you need to take a risk. Alternatively, the museum represents your own personal history. You can learn a lot from your past and your heritage. Consider what you have gained from these experiences and apply them to your current circumstances.

To see a haunted car in your dream, represents unfinished goals. You had started off on a path or journey, but never reached the end. Perhaps life had taken you on a different direction that you had planned or intended. 

Ghosts are representative of something that is no longer obtainable or within reach. It indicates that you are feeling disconnected from life and society. Try to figure out what the ghosts wants or what it is looking for. The dream may also be a calling for you to move on and abandon your outdated modes of thinking and behavior. 

To dream of strong or gusty winds, represent turmoil and trouble in your life. You are experiencing much stress in some waking situation

To see a broken or stuck zipper in your dream, refers to your difficulties in expressing your sexual desires or feelings. 

Pink represents love, joy, sweetness, happiness, affection and kindness. Being in love or healing through love is also implied with this color. Alternatively, the color implies immaturity or weakness, especially when it comes to love. Consider also the notion of getting "pink slipped". Pink is also the color for Breast Cancer Awareness. 

To dream that you are driving a car, denotes your ambition, your drive and your ability to navigate from one stage of your life to another. If you are driving the car, then you are taking an active role in the way your life is going. However, if you are the passenger, then you are taking a passive role. 

To dream that you are screaming, symbolizes anger and fear. You are expressing some powerful emotion which you have kept pent up inside.

1. The decisions I make in life result in:
A. A shift in personality.
B. A loss in personal identity.
C. A need to temporarily escape from daily life.

2. The decisions I make in life are surrounded with:
A. Security, warmth, and love.
B. Over-dependence on my family.

3. While my mother is distracted/preoccupied:
A. I take a nontraditional path to success.
B. I review my personal history to deal with problems in life.

4. While my mother is not distracted/preoccupied:
A. I am passive in my own life which ultimately leads to a loss in personal identity.

5. Along this path my mother wants to lead me:
A. My personal goals will remain unfinished.
B. There will be overall stress, trouble, and turmoil in my waking life.
C. My love and sex life will be an absolute mess.

6. What I need to do is express myself. Not only to my mother, but to everyone- even if they try not to listen!

Mom Held Ransom and I'm a Cannibal :/

My mom was kidnapped and held ransom. For some reason this caused me to have to go to the bank. I went and tried to open an account. But as soon as I got there they all went on lunch break. I was looking for something there. A man who worked there was my friend and he tried to get me into the kitchen. But the other employees saw us and assumed we were sneaking away to make out. There ended up being some kind of disaster and we had to evacuate the building. So we all evacuated into these woods and hiked around for a bit.

Later I was trying to make a desert of some kind using a cake filled with raspberry filling and human remains (both of them I kept in the refrigerator). My boyfriend caught me doing this and I was embarrassed. However, he misunderstood and thought I was trying to get a piece of cake for him and told me how his friend had already given him a HUGE piece of cake in a HUGE, heavy bowl/cup. I woke up then.