I am deathly afraid of buzzing insects. I had a dream that I was in my old house where I used to live. There was a lit bulb, and a white flower (lily maybe?). They were both covered in flies. I wanted to run out of the room because I was afraid of the flies, but my body would only walk slowly.
My old house-Parts of character/experience that developed there
Lit Lightbulb-Ready to face reality
Flower- Sadness
Flies-Filth and Dirtiness/Problems
Afraid of Flies- Afraid of problems
Walking slowly (though I want to run)-Feeling powerless, anxious, or frustrated.
My Amateur Interpretation...
I'm ready to face the reality and sadness of some parts of my past. There are problems I'll have to deal with when I do that, though I'm afraid of them. No matter how scared I am I won't be able to run away from these problems.
Dunno if it's right... but, oh well :P
This is what I come up with in my sleep.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Kuroshitsuji Dreams
1. A Visit to Phantomhive Manor and.... Scary reaper Undertaker! O.O
I was visiting Phantomhive Manor. Sebastian answered the door for me and took me on a tour of the manor. We walked through the whole downstairs. Then he took me upstairs to some kind of bedroom I think. He was trying to explain stuff to me but I wasn't paying attention to him. He introduced some people to me and then he said, "That's Undertaker," and pointed to a scary person in a black hooded robe with a scythe. And I was like, "Wow... he looks different than I thought,"
2. Lucid - Terror on the beach and memories with Undertaker O3O
I was running on the beach from something. In the middle of running I became lucid and realized I was in a dream. I then decided to go see Undertakerbecause I'm obsessed so I closed my eyes, fell forward, and appeared in Undertaker's shop. He held me and I think he kissed me but I don't remember clearly Goddammit! >8U.
3. My mom breaks into Undertaker's place XD!!!
I was at Undertaker's. He had to go somewhere but said I could wait there if I wanted. So I did. For some reason I went upstairs and started taking a shower. When I got out of the shower I heard a noise downstairs and I was scared cause it sounded like someone breaking in! So I crept downstairs to check it out and when I got to the front door, my mom walks in followed by my two little brothers!
I was like, "What are you doing here??"
And she said, "I just wanted to see what it was like in here!"
4. My friends- Superheroes :D
My friends and I were like the X-men. We flew a jet and fought crime and all that shiz >:3. Undertaker was our Xavier.
5. Undertaker works at Dollar General!
A whole group of people were starting a business- I was part of it. It was gonna be a scary Halloween type store with all sorts of scary stuff. We had worked all day on it and were tired and hungry. So even though we weren't supposed to, some of us went on break together (We deserved it, after all!). We went back to work, worried we were gonna get in trouble. All of a sudden, I look at the store next to ours and it's Dollar General. Suddenly, out of the fuckin blue, I think, "Hey, that's where Undertaker works! I'm gonna go see him! 8D" So I run up to Dollar General and then I woke up! >8U!!!!!
6. Undertaker's Weird Phobia
I was a student at Shibusen/DWMA from Soul Eater. Maka and I had instructions to go see Undertaker. We went into his shop; he was in the back somewhere. He was busy, but said he'd be out in a minute Maka sat down on a bench just inside the door. I looked at the coffins and stuff on his desk before joining her. Then Undertaker came into the room and Maka and him started talking. I was kind of bored since they weren't really talking to me. Then, I noticed one of his eyes was partially visible, so I started trying to see it. But he noticed what I was doing and suddenly freaked out and ran and hid in the back of his shop.
7. A sweet Moment with Undertaker~ :3
Undertaker and I were just sitting there listening to music. It was some kind of old song. I think he was reminiscing to me, or something, but I can't remember clearly. But I do remember clinging to him and being very happy :).
8. I'm Lady Elizabeth?!
This one happened before episode 2 of the second season aired. I was Ciel's fiancée. Ciel and I were swimming. Suddenly he panicked and came to rescue me from the water and swam me back to shore. I woke up wondering why the hell I would marry Ciel... O.o
9. Hiding out at Undertaker's
I remember only pieces of this one... I remember seeing Undertaker's shop and walking towards it. It' was really weird cause I saw it in live-action and not as a cartoon. I don't remember going inside, but I must have because I do remember being in an upstairs part of it looking at stuff. I never actually saw Undertaker himself to the best of my knowledge. I know that I was hiding from my family; I heard them outside calling for me and I stayed silent. Hoping they wouldn't look for me here. I remember feeling sad/down throughout the dream.
10. Welcome to the Phantomhive Home Posted: November 17, 2010
This is a dream I believe to be based around an OVA that's coming out sometime in the future... It happened last week...
Me, Gobi, Ashy, and Wolfy- my friends- went to a ball that was being hosted at Ciel's house. It was cool; ^_^ we trust fell at everyone, ran around causing mischief and...... Undertaker was there! Me and Gobi ran up to meet him and glomped him. And I looked around and said, "Where's Wolfy?" and I turned and he was looking at Undertaker with the most horrified look I've ever seen O.O ........
It was the best day EVAR!! XD
lol Wolfy is so scared Undertaker XD I don't even know why. I bet they'd get along great
11. Semi-lucid - A Chat with Undertaker posted: November 17, 2010
This was a short one. I went to see Undertaker in his shop. I think I was drinking something like a milkshake or tea. Whenever Undertaker would speak I could almost understand him, but it mostly sounded like gibberish. I was so happy to see him.
I'm glad I got to see him even if it was for only a minute. It seems like he hasn't been around quite as much lately.... :'C
12. Lucid - Big Camping Adventure with Undertaker posted: November 27, 2010
At first I was in Gobi's sister's room. It was all pink and flowery and kind of pretty, really. She and some of her friends came in.
"What's going on around here?" I asked him.
"Well, it seems there's this tomato lake in heaven." I made mental note of this because it sounded important. This made me wonder if my dream was taking place in heaven. I also noticed he didn't say "tomato sauce lake," He only said "tomato lake,"
Everyone went back to the cabins to sleep, except for me, Unny, and some random guy that I saw at school in passing. We were all three near that dreaded alley. Suddenly, a ruckus sent us running further into the alley.
"No!" The other guy hissed, "Not this way!"
But we had no choice now. We hid behind trees. Me and Unny hid behind one together and the other guy hid behind another one. We peeked out from behind the trees. Where we had just been standing, a BIG gang of scary men were now hanging around. I wondered if they were doing a drug deal. They began walking our way; and I think they noticed us and began shooting, but we all just ran and got away, unscathed. We jumped into a van and drove away.
I don't know how but I ended up at a house that must have been Gobi's because I went in and Gobi's parents were there and so was that same room from the begining. The weird part is that I didn't associate them with her at all- I didn't think, "Gobi's parents! Gobi must be around, too!". I went back into her sister's room and woke up wanting to see Unny again.
I was visiting Phantomhive Manor. Sebastian answered the door for me and took me on a tour of the manor. We walked through the whole downstairs. Then he took me upstairs to some kind of bedroom I think. He was trying to explain stuff to me but I wasn't paying attention to him. He introduced some people to me and then he said, "That's Undertaker," and pointed to a scary person in a black hooded robe with a scythe. And I was like, "Wow... he looks different than I thought,"
2. Lucid - Terror on the beach and memories with Undertaker O3O
I was running on the beach from something. In the middle of running I became lucid and realized I was in a dream. I then decided to go see Undertaker
3. My mom breaks into Undertaker's place XD!!!
I was at Undertaker's. He had to go somewhere but said I could wait there if I wanted. So I did. For some reason I went upstairs and started taking a shower. When I got out of the shower I heard a noise downstairs and I was scared cause it sounded like someone breaking in! So I crept downstairs to check it out and when I got to the front door, my mom walks in followed by my two little brothers!
I was like, "What are you doing here??"
And she said, "I just wanted to see what it was like in here!"
4. My friends- Superheroes :D
My friends and I were like the X-men. We flew a jet and fought crime and all that shiz >:3. Undertaker was our Xavier.
5. Undertaker works at Dollar General!
A whole group of people were starting a business- I was part of it. It was gonna be a scary Halloween type store with all sorts of scary stuff. We had worked all day on it and were tired and hungry. So even though we weren't supposed to, some of us went on break together (We deserved it, after all!). We went back to work, worried we were gonna get in trouble. All of a sudden, I look at the store next to ours and it's Dollar General. Suddenly
6. Undertaker's Weird Phobia
I was a student at Shibusen/DWMA from Soul Eater. Maka and I had instructions to go see Undertaker. We went into his shop; he was in the back somewhere. He was busy, but said he'd be out in a minute Maka sat down on a bench just inside the door. I looked at the coffins and stuff on his desk before joining her. Then Undertaker came into the room and Maka and him started talking. I was kind of bored since they weren't really talking to me. Then, I noticed one of his eyes was partially visible, so I started trying to see it. But he noticed what I was doing and suddenly freaked out and ran and hid in the back of his shop.
7. A sweet Moment with Undertaker~ :3
Undertaker and I were just sitting there listening to music. It was some kind of old song. I think he was reminiscing to me, or something, but I can't remember clearly. But I do remember clinging to him and being very happy :).
8. I'm Lady Elizabeth?!
This one happened before episode 2 of the second season aired. I was Ciel's fiancée. Ciel and I were swimming. Suddenly he panicked and came to rescue me from the water and swam me back to shore. I woke up wondering why the hell I would marry Ciel... O.o
9. Hiding out at Undertaker's
I remember only pieces of this one... I remember seeing Undertaker's shop and walking towards it. It' was really weird cause I saw it in live-action and not as a cartoon. I don't remember going inside, but I must have because I do remember being in an upstairs part of it looking at stuff. I never actually saw Undertaker himself to the best of my knowledge. I know that I was hiding from my family; I heard them outside calling for me and I stayed silent. Hoping they wouldn't look for me here. I remember feeling sad/down throughout the dream.
10. Welcome to the Phantomhive Home Posted: November 17, 2010
This is a dream I believe to be based around an OVA that's coming out sometime in the future... It happened last week...
Me, Gobi, Ashy, and Wolfy- my friends- went to a ball that was being hosted at Ciel's house. It was cool; ^_^ we trust fell at everyone, ran around causing mischief and...... Undertaker was there! Me and Gobi ran up to meet him and glomped him. And I looked around and said, "Where's Wolfy?" and I turned and he was looking at Undertaker with the most horrified look I've ever seen O.O ........
It was the best day EVAR!! XD
lol Wolfy is so scared Undertaker XD I don't even know why. I bet they'd get along great
11. Semi-lucid - A Chat with Undertaker posted: November 17, 2010
This was a short one. I went to see Undertaker in his shop. I think I was drinking something like a milkshake or tea. Whenever Undertaker would speak I could almost understand him, but it mostly sounded like gibberish. I was so happy to see him.
I'm glad I got to see him even if it was for only a minute. It seems like he hasn't been around quite as much lately.... :'C
12. Lucid - Big Camping Adventure with Undertaker posted: November 27, 2010
At first I was in Gobi's sister's room. It was all pink and flowery and kind of pretty, really. She and some of her friends came in.
Then I was at a camp. While there I went and took a shower. When I emerged from the shower, I noticed Undertaker nearby. He was slouched over like he was really tired and his hair was way messy. I became lucid, excitedly ran up to him, pulled him to his feet and hugged him. We stood there holding eachother for a long time (It was the happiest moment of mah life! T_T); then I looked up and kissed his face and ran all the way back to my room, giddy and a little embarassed. Later, my friends and I were fishing or something down by this lake, when suddenly it went all red like tomato sauce. Some of the people started eating it. I think I remember seeing a body float up out of the lake. Near the lake was an alley that seemed to fill me with uneasiness whenever I saw it. It felt dangerous to go there. I looked over at it and then began walking along the lake. I saw Unny again and became lucid again, he was walking along the lake, too. I ran up to him and clung to his arm. I remembered suddenly that if I became lucid that I wanted to ask questions of the people in my dreams.
"What's going on around here?" I asked him.
"Well, it seems there's this tomato lake in heaven." I made mental note of this because it sounded important. This made me wonder if my dream was taking place in heaven. I also noticed he didn't say "tomato sauce lake," He only said "tomato lake,"
Everyone went back to the cabins to sleep, except for me, Unny, and some random guy that I saw at school in passing. We were all three near that dreaded alley. Suddenly, a ruckus sent us running further into the alley.
"No!" The other guy hissed, "Not this way!"
But we had no choice now. We hid behind trees. Me and Unny hid behind one together and the other guy hid behind another one. We peeked out from behind the trees. Where we had just been standing, a BIG gang of scary men were now hanging around. I wondered if they were doing a drug deal. They began walking our way; and I think they noticed us and began shooting, but we all just ran and got away, unscathed. We jumped into a van and drove away.
I don't know how but I ended up at a house that must have been Gobi's because I went in and Gobi's parents were there and so was that same room from the begining. The weird part is that I didn't associate them with her at all- I didn't think, "Gobi's parents! Gobi must be around, too!". I went back into her sister's room and woke up wanting to see Unny again.
13. Undertaker: The Movie! Posted: December 11, 2010
I had a rather short dream; Undertaker was in a movie. It was live action and had the same guy from the musical. Gobi and I went to see it and someone was with us that we had to explain it to. All I remember about the movie itself is his shop, him goofing around and being himself, and then him glomping some lady.
14. I lost Undertaker! XC Posted: December 26, 2010
I had a rather short dream; Undertaker was in a movie. It was live action and had the same guy from the musical. Gobi and I went to see it and someone was with us that we had to explain it to. All I remember about the movie itself is his shop, him goofing around and being himself, and then him glomping some lady.
14. I lost Undertaker! XC Posted: December 26, 2010
I was a mute girl. I was in a small convenience store with Undertaker, but he looked like he did before he had retired. We bought stuff and left. Afterwards I wandered away and was unable to find him again. Later I came back to the store and bought stuff with $3.00. When I left I ran around in the wilderness looking for him.
15. Ninja Cupcake and her Kuro Musical adventure! Posted: December 26, 2010
(May be connected to previous dream)
I was watching the kuroshitsuji musical live. After it was over I went backstage to try to find Undertaker's actor. I must have done this before because I went to one spot where I expected him to be but he wasn't there. I looked everywhere but couldn't find him. I began breaking into rooms looking for him. Somehow I was able to sneak around and not get caught. One room was a boy's room. I know this because there was a blue light outside and the word "boy" was on the door. So I went inside and flipped a switch that changed the sign to "girl" and made the light green. I also went in and there was a flower TV. O.o The boy returned soon, though. So, out of panic I jumped out the window.
I managed to find Undertaker; he was at a building. I don't know where he went after that but I looked inside the building.
In this building there was a sleeping monster. There were all these anime ladies in kimonos sleeping around him and they were all horny. Then one of them was like, "Hey- let's do it on top of him!" So they all had an orgy on top of him O.O
For some reason, I thought if I put myself in danger that Undertaker would come save me. So I went inside to get closer to the monster. Then someone opened the door. I think it was Undertaker, because he left and I ran after him. I'm pretty sure I woke up after that.
16. Ashy, Undertaker, and I go to the mountains posted: January 12, 2011
In this dream I go on a ski trip with Ashy and several other people that are obviously not important because the dream doesn't address them. I remember being somewhere with Undertaker and then these people show up to get me. So I leave with them. Then later he drives out to where we are. Ashy and I stand looking out at the scenery (which I, oddly enough, can't remember) and talking. We talk about him. Ashy laughs at my fangirliness.
Ashy says something along the lines of, "Don't you get in trouble for seeing him?"
I reply with, "Yeah," I lean closer to her and whisper, "And it's SO worth it!" I continued on with something like, "If I could see him for 10 minutes then I'd gladly be grounded for a week,"
I'm not sure, but I get the feeling that, in the dream, he and I are a couple or close in some other way. However, he doesn't interact with me at all during the dream, but remains constantly in the background.
11. Undertaker's House posted: January 16, 2011
I dreamed I ran away from school and found Undertaker outside. I then realized that I had found his house. So I barged in there to look around XD. I wanted to find out stuff about his past, so I just started wandering around. I found a kitchen then I left that room and went down a long hallway and found two doors. I opened one on the right and it was a bedroom. I opened the closet and Kevin was sitting in there. I sat in there with him talking and trying to use my laptop and then Unny came and found us. He said there was food in the kitchen. Then I woke up.
12. Undertaker the Pre-K Teacher? o.O Posted: January 20, 2011
I dreamed I was in a school in a classroom with Undertaker. He looked like he did in the flashback when Will was talking about him but he was wearing his "Mad Hatter" outfit. Then some girl came in and wanted me to dye her shoes black. So I was like, "Okay," and took them home with me. It was weird because they were, like, really important to her and I might ruin them by dying them black. But anyways, I came back the next day and forgot my shirt XD! No one seemed to notice, though. I ran back to the car and grabbed a shirt and then went inside the school. I wandered around for a bit looking for Undertaker. I hoped I wouldn't run into the girl from yesterday because I wasn't finished with her shoes yet. I went into this Pre-K room looked into the teacher's office. There were a couple of people in there. I walked in and joined them. Then, Undertaker walked through the door on the other side of the room. He was talking to the other people in the room (he had the coolest accent~ >////////<) but he was hugging me.~ Then I woke up XC
Cupcake Note: I will now also be posting these as stand-alone entries in addition to recording them here. Me and my little alter-ego Jack the Reaper will be doing that all day today.
16. Ashy, Undertaker, and I go to the mountains posted: January 12, 2011
In this dream I go on a ski trip with Ashy and several other people that are obviously not important because the dream doesn't address them. I remember being somewhere with Undertaker and then these people show up to get me. So I leave with them. Then later he drives out to where we are. Ashy and I stand looking out at the scenery (which I, oddly enough, can't remember) and talking. We talk about him. Ashy laughs at my fangirliness.
Ashy says something along the lines of, "Don't you get in trouble for seeing him?"
I reply with, "Yeah," I lean closer to her and whisper, "And it's SO worth it!" I continued on with something like, "If I could see him for 10 minutes then I'd gladly be grounded for a week,"
I'm not sure, but I get the feeling that, in the dream, he and I are a couple or close in some other way. However, he doesn't interact with me at all during the dream, but remains constantly in the background.
11. Undertaker's House posted: January 16, 2011
I dreamed I ran away from school and found Undertaker outside. I then realized that I had found his house. So I barged in there to look around XD. I wanted to find out stuff about his past, so I just started wandering around. I found a kitchen then I left that room and went down a long hallway and found two doors. I opened one on the right and it was a bedroom. I opened the closet and Kevin was sitting in there. I sat in there with him talking and trying to use my laptop and then Unny came and found us. He said there was food in the kitchen. Then I woke up.
12. Undertaker the Pre-K Teacher? o.O Posted: January 20, 2011
I dreamed I was in a school in a classroom with Undertaker. He looked like he did in the flashback when Will was talking about him but he was wearing his "Mad Hatter" outfit. Then some girl came in and wanted me to dye her shoes black. So I was like, "Okay," and took them home with me. It was weird because they were, like, really important to her and I might ruin them by dying them black. But anyways, I came back the next day and forgot my shirt XD! No one seemed to notice, though. I ran back to the car and grabbed a shirt and then went inside the school. I wandered around for a bit looking for Undertaker. I hoped I wouldn't run into the girl from yesterday because I wasn't finished with her shoes yet. I went into this Pre-K room looked into the teacher's office. There were a couple of people in there. I walked in and joined them. Then, Undertaker walked through the door on the other side of the room. He was talking to the other people in the room (he had the coolest accent~ >////////<) but he was hugging me.~ Then I woke up XC
Cupcake Note: I will now also be posting these as stand-alone entries in addition to recording them here. Me and my little alter-ego Jack the Reaper will be doing that all day today.
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