I made a blog for my dreams...

...Because they're so fucked up sometimes that they just deserve their own writing place. These are straight from my mind at the time of day that it does it's finest work. In a way, this madness could teach you more about my emotions/thoughts than I could even tell you.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Lucid- Stand up and ropes

I'm sitting on a stage. A lot of people are in the crowd- it's a full house. There are lots of other people on the stage with me. All of us on the stage are sitting at school cafeteria tables. We are supposed to be making the audience laugh somehow. I'm not sure what to do so I just chill out there for a minute not bothering to try and not really caring about the whole thing. Something seemed kind of off- I didn't really know why I was even here. Then it dawned on me that I was in a dream! I was really amazed because everything seemed so real.

I decided to test if I was in a dream. There was a boy nearby, I decided if I could make something happen to him just by thinking it, then I was in a dream. I made him disappear.

The next thing I remember is people chasing me with rope wanting to tie me up for some reason. So instead I used my dream-powers to tie them up. It was hilarious- one second they were chasing me with rope, the next they were on the ground tied up.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

The Monster of McDonald's Bathroom

My mom and I went to McDonald's. We sat our stuff down and then she went to the bathroom. I soon followed after her. When I got in the bathroom I heard her crying in one of the stalls. After peeking under the stalls I found out she was sitting oddly on the toilet; she was facing the tank part, I think, and laying her head on it like a table while she cried. For some reason, I got the distinct impression that she had been attacked by some kind of monster in the bathroom. I put my coat down called out to her. She opened the stall and I said, "Lets get out of here," So we left, but I had to go back into the bathroom to get her purse and my coat. First I got her purse off of a table near the door. Then I got my coat off of the sink where I had put it. I dashed out before the door could close (I didn't want to be attacked by the monster, after all!). When I got back out there, I took a coat down from this coat rack. Apparently we had brought hangers with us to McDonalds XD. So I was telling her how the hangers with the tags were not ours. I woke up as she was trying to gather our hangers.



Decoded-
I'm overwhelmed by some decisions I have to make in my life.
The nurturing part of myself has a bad side that really upsets me, and I feel unable to let go of these emotions.
I want to get away and i do this by isolating myself from people and running away from situations. But I have to forget about that for now, while I take care of these emotions I'm unable to let go of.
After those emotions are taken care of, I can go back to my secret thoughts and desires and wanting to get away.
Even after I get the hang of things with these difficult decisions in my life, I may expose certain private matters through carelessness. Or my own private matters may be exposed.


I may be getting married soon..... I love that guy so much, but there's so much to think about. How do I tell this to my mom? She wouldn't be worried about the marriage part so much as the part about me leaving her to live with my husband. She's quite clingy, after all, and definitely won't approve of the way we will go about getting married.
I'd really just like to run away from everything and everyone. But I know I can't do that.
The nurturing part of me probably represents me while I'm at work, dealing with children.... I don't really know what to make of this part of the dream yet, but I know there's something I need to do. Some problem I need to solve.
I may get the hang of marriage, but there are certain private matters that may be exposed. For myself it would be how I feel too much like a fangirl to be married. I can't let go of my fangirliness of anime characters and I'm worried that my boyfriend won't understand and will just get mad at me.....
Alternatively it may be talking about how even if I get the hang of tutoring and nurturing, private matters within my students lives will be revealed due to my own thoughtlessness.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Me, my mom, my brother, and some other people were at a circus or some similar place. We had been there before (De ja vu) and had gone through an ordeal similar to what I'm about to describe. Even though I hadn't seen any, I knew there were zombies in the park/grounds somewhere.

We went into this small building and locked the doors. The power kept flickering and for some reason this made the doors fly open every time (It was really annoying because it was cold out and we were worried the zombies might get in).

After the third time this happened I went upstairs, found a lady who was busy talking on the phone, and tore some strips of her clothing off (She didn't seem to notice). Then I tied them around the handles of the double doors so that the door would stop coming open.

There were at least 2 other doors I needed to secure, as well. One was metal and one was glass. At the glass one I found a note that read "I love you," While I was thinking of a way to secure those doors, a man in the building listened at the keyholes and claimed he could hear something at both; I can't remember what he heard at the metal door but he heard breathing at the glass door.

All of us gathered around the glass door and looked out and listened at the keyhole. It was easy to see through the door; outside it was a sunny day and nothing appeared to be out there. After a bit of a silence my brother called, "I love you, too!" to whatever had left the 'love' note. Suddenly, a monster appeared outside the glass door and smashed the glass by bashing it's head into it.

I woke up, then.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Seto Kaiba sends me through a spider maze

In my dream I always liked going to the woods. I was sure I knew the woods really well, but one day Seto Kaiba (from yugioh) told me over the phone about a bike path he had found in the woods. So, following his directions I went to the woods and followed a path that I had never noticed before. I came upon a maze. While riding my bike through it I noticed there were spiders in colorful webs in every doorway. I didn't have too much trouble finding the end of the maze. When I got there I remember there being a swing with a talking spider. I went to the back of the room then turned around and Gobi was there. She was talking to somebody. I think somebody suggested I push the swing that had the spider in it. So I pushed it and the spider cried out in alarm and scrambled down to get off of the swing. Then I turned around and saw that up over the hedges were HUGE spiders!!! I gasped and then grabbed Gobi's arm and screamed. She looked up and was scared, too. My last thought before waking up was how there were so many spider's legs and how they looked really sharp like spikes.

Forest- 
indicates that you want to escape to a simpler way of life. You are feeling weighed down by the demands of your life
Path 
To walk through an open path in your dream, signifies clarity of thought and peace of mind. It also symbolizes your progress.

Telephone 
To see or hear a telephone in your dream, signifies a message from your unconscious or some sort of telepathic communication. You may be forced to confront issues which you have been avoiding.

Bicycle 
To dream that you are riding a bicycle, signifies your desires to attain a balance in your life. You need to balance work and pleasure in order to succeed in your current undertakings.

Directions 
To dream that you are following directions, represent your need or ability to accept criticism. It also relates to your feelings about authority.

Maze 
To dream that you are in a maze, denotes that you need to deal with a waking task on a more direct level. You are making the situation harder than it really is. Alternatively, the maze symbolizes life's twists and turns. It represents indecision, confusion, missteps, feeling lost or being misled

Web 
To see a web in your dream, represents your desire to control everything around you. Alternatively, it suggests that you are being held back from fully expressing yourself. You feel trapped and do not know what to do or where to go. The dream may also be symbolic of your social network of acquaintances and associates or it may represent the world wide web.

Spider
Feminine Power/dominance
Some tricky, controlling force
Spiritual Guide
Spiders are also a symbol of creativity due to the intricate webs they spin.
Door 
To dream that you are entering through a door, signifies new opportunities that are presented before you. You are entering into a new stage in your life and moving from one level of consciousness to another.


Purple is indicative of devotion, healing abilities, loving, kindness, and compassion. It is also the color of royalty, high rank, justice, wealth and dignity.
Swing
To see a swing set in your dream, indicates memories from childhood. You want to escape from your current responsibilities and be worry free.
Yellow
 the color yellow is symbolic of intellect, energy, agility, happiness, harmony, and wisdom.

Monday, November 8, 2010

A Symbolic Message to myself and.... Cutesy Ducks and Cowboy Hats?

Last night I tried something I read online. I found a notebook, wrote the words, "I want to remember my dreams," in it, and left it open on the table next to me. Supposedly it was meant to be a symbolic thing and if I thought about/ looked at it as I went to sleep then my subconscious would get the message (since yer subconscious speaks in symbolism). And guess what? It worked! :D It was so cool!

I remember two of the dreams.


1. I was at my boyfriend's mom's house. It was a beautiful day, the sun was shining through the windows and lighting up the whole house. I was there helping her clean. While we were cleaning I found these big wall decorations still in their wrapping from the store. There were a lot of them! She said I could unwrap them and hang them up. I unwrapped them all; they were really cutesy duck wall decorations. I had wanted to hang them all together in one room but I soon found out that there was not enough room on the walls in one room. So I had to hang them on separate walls and in separate rooms. The overall feeling of the dream was happy.

2. I was in a camp. I remember there was this group of men who I walked by twice during the course of the dream. They weren't bad men, or anything; just ordinary people. The first time I walked by I was wearing some small hat on my head and holding a cowboy hat under my arm and they didn't say anything to me. The second time I walked by, I put on the cowboy hat and then passed by them and one of them asked me where I was going.

I will analyze these tomorrow. For now- goodnight~

Saturday, November 6, 2010

An Unwanted Bleeding Baby?

My dream early this morning was about a baby. I saw it fall from a great height. Then it was presented to it's mother still covered in blood. She didn't seem to want it. I also saw an evil-looking baby in an earlier part of the dream.

After researching I think...:
The evil baby represents a more vulnerable part of me that I'd rather not think about.
I also think the vulnerable part of me is feeling neglected/hurt. I think that I need to recognize my own vulnerabilities or my need to feel taken care of.


Thursday, November 4, 2010

How to get Better Sleep

No caffeine after lunch. Caffeine stays in your system for about 6 hours and can even cause sleep problems up to 10 to 12 hours after drinking it!
Avoid alcohol too close to bedtime. Although alcohol may help you fall asleep faster, it’s notorious for causing wakefulness only hours later. In other words, you may conk out but you can bet in a couple hours you’ll wake up and find it close to impossible to fall back asleep.
No computer or TV within 1 hour of bedtime. Lights from the TV and your computer’s monitor are stimulants to your brain and will keep it alert a good hour after these devices are turned off.
Take a warm bath before going to bed. The warm water will affect your circulatory system and ease your body into restfulness as well as alleviate tension.
Stretch out all your muscles. It not only feels good but stretching conditions out the knots and tightness caused by daily stress and helps prevent knotting or cramping that otherwise can occur in the night.
Write down your frustrations and problems. Writing down all your pressing issues and frustrations as well as writing down any ideas on resolving them at bedtime is a mental and physical release. Get it out of your head and onto paper so you don’t keep yourself up stressing about it, and rest assured that your dreams will help you sort things out. That’s what they are there for.
Keep your bedroom cool and dark. Every night around midnight your body temperature naturally drops about one degree. Your body cools down to promote inactivity and sleep. Give it a head start by keeping your bedroom at a nice cool temperature. And have your bedroom as dark as possible so that you experience the daytime/nighttime cycle. Light may disrupt your body's normal circadian rhythm and signal you to wake up.

Once you've mastered the fine art of getting good sleep, you'll not only feel better, look better and perform better, you'll also start having more dreams that you'll want to understand.....

How Do I Learn to Have Lucid Dreams?

(Copied from here)
The most important prerequisite for learning lucid dreaming is excellent dream recall. There are two likely reasons for this. First, when you remember your dreams well, you can become familiar with their features and patterns. This helps you to recognize them as dreams while they are still happening. Second, it is possible that with poor dream recall, you may actually have lucid dreams that you do not remember!

2. Reality Testing
This is a good technique for beginners. Assign yourself several times a day to perform the following exercise. Also do it anytime you think of it, especially when something odd occurs or when you are reminded of dreams. It helps to choose specific occasions like: when you see your face in the mirror, look at your watch, arrive at work or home, pick up yourNovaDreamer, etc. The more frequently and thoroughly you practice this technique, the better it will work.
  1. Do a reality test.
    Carry some text with you or wear a digital watch throughout the day. To do a reality test, read the words or the numbers on the watch. Then, look away and look back, observing the letters or numbers to see if they change. Try to make them change while watching them. Research shows that text changes 75% of the time it is re-read once and changes 95% it is re-read twice. If the characters do change, or are not normal, or do not make sense, then you are most probably dreaming. Enjoy! If the characters are normal, stable, and sensible, then you probably aren't dreaming. Go on to step 2. 
  2. Imagine that your surroundings are a dream.
    If you are fairly certain you are awake (you can never be 100% sure!), then say to yourself, "I may not be dreaming now, but if I were, what would it be like?" Visualize as vividly as possible that you are dreaming. Intently imagine that what you are seeing, hearing, smelling, feeling is all a dream. Imagine instabilities in your environment, words changing, scenes transforming, perhaps you floating off the ground. Create in yourself the feeling that you are in a dream. Holding that feeling, go on to step 3. 
  3. Visualize yourself enjoying a dream activity.
    Decide on something you would like to do in your next lucid dream, perhaps flying, talking to particular dream characters, or just exploring the dream world. Continue to imagine that you are dreaming now, and visualize yourself enjoying your chosen activity.


Dreamsigns
Another dream-recall related exercise introduced in  EWLD and further developed in  A Course in Lucid Dreaming is identifying "dreamsigns." This term, coined by LaBerge, refers to elements of dreams that indicate that you are dreaming. (Examples: miraculous flight, purple cats, malfunctioning devices, and meeting deceased people.) By studying your dreams you can become familiar with your own personal dreamsigns and set your mind to recognize them and become lucid in future dreams. The Course also provides exercises for noticing dreamsigns while you are awake, so that the skill carries over into your dreams. This exercise also applies to lucid dream induction devices, which give sensory cues--special, artificially-produced dreamsigns--while you are dreaming. To succeed at recognizing these cues in dreams, you need to practice looking for them and recognizing them while you are awake.

Tips to remembering dreams~

Get more vitamin B in your diet. Believe it or not but vitamin B has been shown to dramatically improve dream recall! There are lots of foods that are rich in vitamin B such as lentils, leafy greens and mushrooms.

Get a journal and write down your request. Get yourself a good spiral bound journal (those are easier to write in because you can fold them in half). At bedtime, write in your journal that you want to remember your dreams tonight. Place the journal on your nightstand and leave it open. Seeing the journal there when you go to sleep and first thing when you wake up keeps your mind focused on your dreams. Leaving the journal open symbolizes being open to receive your dreams. The subconscious speaks in symbols so it WILL get the message!

Drink a big glass of water at bedtime. We tend to remember the dreams we wake up from rather than the ones we sleep through (remember, you dream every 90 minutes throughout the night). Drinking water at bedtime ensures that you will wake up at some point in the night to go to the loo, and most likely, you will wake up right after dreaming.

When you wake up, don’t move. This is the single most powerful trick of all.
When you wake up, whether it is in the middle of the night or if it’s for good in the morning, you must not move. 

Stay in the position you woke up in because that is the position you were dreaming in and if you move you disconnect yourself from the dream. Just remain in that position for about 90 seconds, quiet your mind and let your dream come back to you. You’ll be amazed how well this works!

Think about yesterday. Dreams comment on our daily lives. What you dream about tonight will be the result of what you experience today. So if you're lying quietly and motionless in bed and STILL aren't getting a hold of your dreams, then simply think about what you did the previous day. Think of who you talked to, what issue you dealt with, what you accomplished, where you went, etc. One of these things crossing through your mind will almost always trigger a dream!

Article originally from here

Mnemonic Induction of Lucid Dreams:

How To Perform The MILD Technique

This article is about how to perform Mnemonic Induction of Lucid Dreams - or the MILD technique - created by lucidity expert Dr Stephen LaBerge. He invented this method while at university in order to have lucid dreams on demand. It is possibly the easiest lucid dreaming technique around.
The basics of MILD teach you how to increase your self awareness, making it easier to recognize when you are dreaming. It also involves setting the intention to lucid dream, which makes it far more likely to happen. The result is spontaneous dream control.

How to Perform The MILD Technique

Mnemonic Induction of Lucid Dreams features several approaches. They are most powerful when combined. First, start a dream journal. Write down at least one normal dream every day when you wake up. This improves your awareness of the dream world and produces more vivid dreams. Then follow these simple steps...

#1 - Increase Your Self Awareness

Throughout the day, ask yourself whether you are awake or dreaming. This is called a reality check. A reliable way to do this is set your digital watch to chime every hour. When it beeps I look at my hands and ask myself "am I dreaming?" Then I try to push my hand through a wall or desk. When you habitually do this in a dream, your hands will appear in high definition... The MILD Techniqueand you WILL be able to push them through any solid object. The sudden increase in self awareness will instantly trigger your lucidity!
This particular lucid dreaming technique has two more benefits. If I hear my watch chime in my sleep, it may trigger a reality check. What's more, digital watches often don't work in dreams, and looking at the time can be a good reality check itself


#2 - Set The Intention To Have a Lucid Dream

The basis of Mnemonic Induction of Lucid Dreams is to set the intention in your subconscious mind to induce a lucid dream at will. As you fall asleep at night, repeat in your mind "the next dream is a lucid dream." The subconscious mind is a powerful tool. Ask for something and it will come to you.
There are brainwave entrainment MP3s specifically designed to support this part of the MILD technique. The Lucid Dreaming MP3 by Unexplainable Store will put you in a meditative state within minutes while you repeat your mantra. I find it extremely effective, and it often guides me directly into a lucid dream state.

#3 - Learn To Recognize The Dream World

The MILD TechniqueThe final part of the MILD technique is the most fascinating. After setting the intention to lucid dream, the single most important goal of your subconscious is to control your dreams. Now, imagine what it would be like to realize you are dreaming. Imagine you are back in the last dream you can remember and re-live the ending.
But this time, become conscious within the dream. Look around you and see everything in high definition. Smell the scent of the air. Feel the ground underfoot. Engage all your senses. This is the key to increasing self awareness in dreams.
This powerful visualization technique is excellent for becoming lucid, especially if you do it as you fall asleep. Sometimes you will find the dream world literally unfolds around you. Other times you will fall asleep and dream of this memory later on in the night.
That is the secret to Mnemonic Induction of Lucid Dreams. The very last thought you have before falling asleep is about lucidity.

(Stole this article from here)


Cupcakes thoughts:
Ima try this tonight or however long it takes to get a lucid dream >:3 and when I finally do I have so many places I wanna go and questions I want to ask the people in my dreams.



Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Grandma's Haunted House

There was this ghost at my grandma's house. Me, my boyfriend (Alchemist), and my youngest brother (Bester) were trying to kill/get rid of it. We tried lots of things- none of which I remember. Suddenly, Alch was like, "Come on," wanting us to follow him. So Bester and I followed. We all hid in a tree near the house. For a minute nothing happened. Then elves from the Lord of the Rings came out of nowhere and started fighting the ghost (I remember them wearing green- I think it's significant). They won the fight and then tried to capture us. Then the tree we were hiding in turned out to be an ent and started running away with us. It turned into a video game-type thing. I was watching from a distance as the ent ran with us. The ent had to go through a maze and take a path that didn't have elves on it.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Flies, Flowers, and Lightbulbs

I am deathly afraid of buzzing insects. I had a dream that I was in my old house where I used to live. There was a lit bulb, and a white flower (lily maybe?). They were both covered in flies. I wanted to run out of the room because I was afraid of the flies, but my body would only walk slowly.

My old house-Parts of character/experience that developed there
Lit Lightbulb-Ready to face reality
Flower- Sadness
Flies-Filth and Dirtiness/Problems
Afraid of Flies- Afraid of problems
Walking slowly (though I want to run)-Feeling powerless, anxious, or frustrated.

My Amateur Interpretation...
I'm ready to face the reality and sadness of some parts of my past. There are problems I'll have to deal with when I do that, though I'm afraid of them. No matter how scared I am I won't be able to run away from these problems.

Dunno if it's right... but, oh well :P

Kuroshitsuji Dreams

1. A Visit to Phantomhive Manor and.... Scary reaper Undertaker! O.O
I was visiting Phantomhive Manor. Sebastian answered the door for me and took me on a tour of the manor. We walked through the whole downstairs. Then he took me upstairs to some kind of bedroom I think. He was trying to explain stuff to me but I wasn't paying attention to him. He introduced some people to me and then he said, "That's Undertaker," and pointed to a scary person in a black hooded robe with a scythe. And I was like, "Wow... he looks different than I thought,"

2. Lucid - Terror on the beach and memories with Undertaker O3O
I was running on the beach from something. In the middle of running I became lucid and realized I was in a dream. I then decided to go see Undertaker because I'm obsessed so I closed my eyes, fell forward, and appeared in Undertaker's shop. He held me and I think he kissed me but I don't remember clearly Goddammit! >8U.


3. My mom breaks into Undertaker's place XD!!!
I was at Undertaker's. He had to go somewhere but said I could wait there if I wanted. So I did. For some reason I went upstairs and started taking a shower. When I got out of the shower I heard a noise downstairs and I was scared cause it sounded like someone breaking in! So I crept downstairs to check it out and when I got to the front door, my mom walks in followed by my two little brothers!
I was like, "What are you doing here??"
And she said, "I just wanted to see what it was like in here!"

4. My friends- Superheroes :D
My friends and I were like the X-men. We flew a jet and fought crime and all that shiz >:3. Undertaker was our Xavier.

5. Undertaker works at Dollar General!
A whole group of people were starting a business- I was part of it. It was gonna be a scary Halloween type store with all sorts of scary stuff. We had worked all day on it and were tired and hungry. So even though we weren't supposed to, some of us went on break together (We deserved it, after all!). We went back to work, worried we were gonna get in trouble. All of a sudden, I look at the store next to ours and it's Dollar General. Suddenly, out of the fuckin blue, I think, "Hey, that's where Undertaker works! I'm gonna go see him! 8D" So I run up to Dollar General and then I woke up! >8U!!!!!

6. Undertaker's Weird Phobia
I was a student at Shibusen/DWMA from Soul Eater. Maka and I had instructions to go see Undertaker. We went into his shop; he was in the back somewhere. He was busy, but said he'd be out in a minute Maka sat down on a bench just inside the door. I looked at the coffins and stuff on his desk before joining her. Then Undertaker came into the room and Maka and him started talking. I was kind of bored since they weren't really talking to me. Then, I noticed one of his eyes was partially visible, so I started trying to see it. But he noticed what I was doing and suddenly freaked out and ran and hid in the back of his shop.

7. A sweet Moment with Undertaker~ :3
Undertaker and I were just sitting there listening to music. It was some kind of old song. I think he was reminiscing to me, or something, but I can't remember clearly. But I do remember clinging to him and being very happy :).

8. I'm Lady Elizabeth?!
This one happened before episode 2 of the second season aired. I was Ciel's fiancĂ©e. Ciel and I were swimming. Suddenly he panicked and came to rescue me from the water and swam me back to shore. I woke up wondering why the hell I would marry Ciel... O.o

9. Hiding out at Undertaker's
I remember only pieces of this one... I remember seeing Undertaker's shop and walking towards it. It' was really weird cause I saw it in live-action and not as a cartoon. I don't remember going inside, but I must have because I do remember being in an upstairs part of it looking at stuff. I never actually saw Undertaker himself to the best of my knowledge. I know that I was hiding from my family; I heard them outside calling for me and I stayed silent. Hoping they wouldn't look for me here. I remember feeling sad/down throughout the dream.

10. Welcome to the Phantomhive Home               Posted: November 17, 2010
This is a dream I believe to be based around an OVA that's coming out sometime in the future... It happened last week...
Me, Gobi, Ashy, and Wolfy- my friends- went to a ball that was being hosted at Ciel's house. It was cool; ^_^ we trust fell at everyone, ran around causing mischief and...... Undertaker was there! Me and Gobi ran up to meet him and glomped him. And I looked around and said, "Where's Wolfy?" and I turned and he was looking at Undertaker with the most horrified look I've ever seen O.O ........
It was the best day EVAR!! XD
lol Wolfy is so scared Undertaker XD I don't even know why. I bet they'd get along great

11. Semi-lucid - A Chat with Undertaker           posted: November 17, 2010
This was a short one. I went to see Undertaker in his shop. I think I was drinking something like a milkshake or tea. Whenever Undertaker would speak I could almost understand him, but it mostly sounded like gibberish. I was so happy to see him.
I'm glad I got to see him even if it was for only a minute. It seems like he hasn't been around quite as much lately.... :'C

12. Lucid - Big Camping Adventure with Undertaker         posted: November 27, 2010
At first I was in Gobi's sister's room. It was all pink and flowery and kind of pretty, really. She and some of her friends came in.

Then I was at a camp. While there I went and took a shower. When I emerged from the shower, I noticed Undertaker nearby. He was slouched over like he was really tired and his hair was way messy. I became lucid, excitedly ran up to him, pulled him to his feet and hugged him. We stood there holding eachother for a long time (It was the happiest moment of mah life! T_T); then I looked up and kissed his face and ran all the way back to my room, giddy and a little embarassed. Later, my friends and I were fishing or something down by this lake, when suddenly it went all red like tomato sauce. Some of the people started eating it. I think I remember seeing a body float up out of the lake. Near the lake was an alley that seemed to fill me with uneasiness whenever I saw it. It felt dangerous to go there. I looked over at it and then began walking along the lake. I saw Unny again and became lucid again, he was walking along the lake, too. I ran up to him and clung to his arm. I remembered suddenly that if I became lucid that I wanted to ask questions of the people in my dreams.

"What's going on around here?" I asked him.

"Well, it seems there's this tomato lake in heaven." I made mental note of this because it sounded important. This made me wonder if my dream was taking place in heaven. I also noticed he didn't say "tomato sauce lake," He only said "tomato lake,"

Everyone went back to the cabins to sleep, except for me, Unny, and some random guy that I saw at school in passing. We were all three near that dreaded alley. Suddenly, a ruckus sent us running further into the alley.

"No!" The other guy hissed, "Not this way!"

But we had no choice now. We hid behind trees. Me and Unny hid behind one together and the other guy hid behind another one. We peeked out from behind the trees. Where we had just been standing, a BIG gang of scary men were now hanging around. I wondered if they were doing a drug deal. They began walking our way; and I think they noticed us and began shooting, but we all just ran and got away, unscathed. We jumped into a van and drove away.

I don't know how but I ended up at a house that must have been Gobi's because I went in and Gobi's parents were there and so was that same room from the begining. The weird part is that I didn't associate them with her at all- I didn't think, "Gobi's parents! Gobi must be around, too!". I went  back into her sister's room and woke up wanting to see Unny again.

13. Undertaker: The Movie!      Posted: December 11, 2010
I had a rather short dream; Undertaker was in a movie. It was live action and had the same guy from the musical. Gobi and I went to see it and someone was with us that we had to explain it to. All I remember about the movie itself is his shop, him goofing around and being himself, and then him glomping some lady.

14. I lost Undertaker! XC            Posted: December 26, 2010

I was a mute girl. I was in a small convenience store with Undertaker, but he looked like he did before he had retired. We bought stuff and left. Afterwards I wandered away and was unable to find him again. Later I came back to the store and bought stuff with $3.00. When I left I ran around in the wilderness looking for him.

15. Ninja Cupcake and her Kuro Musical adventure!      Posted: December 26, 2010
(May be connected to previous dream)
I was watching the kuroshitsuji musical live. After it was over I went backstage to try to find Undertaker's actor. I must have done this before because I went to one spot where I expected him to be but he wasn't there. I looked everywhere but couldn't find him. I began breaking into rooms looking for him. Somehow I was able to sneak around and not get caught. One room was a boy's room. I know this because there was a blue light outside and the word "boy" was on the door. So I went inside and flipped a switch that changed the sign to "girl" and made the light green. I also went in and there was a flower TV. O.o The boy returned soon, though. So, out of panic I jumped out the window.
I managed to find Undertaker; he was at a building. I don't know where he went after that but I looked inside the building.
In this building there was a sleeping monster. There were all these anime ladies in kimonos sleeping around him and they were all horny. Then one of them was like, "Hey- let's do it on top of him!" So they all had an orgy on top of him O.O 
For some reason, I thought if I put myself in danger that Undertaker would come save me. So I went inside to get closer to the monster. Then someone opened the door. I think it was Undertaker, because he left and I ran after him. I'm pretty sure I woke up after that.

16. Ashy, Undertaker, and I go to the mountains                     posted: January 12, 2011
In this dream I go on a ski trip with Ashy and several other people that are obviously not important because the dream doesn't address them. I remember being somewhere with Undertaker and then these people show up to get me. So I leave with them. Then later he drives out to where we are. Ashy and I stand looking out at the scenery (which I, oddly enough, can't remember) and talking. We talk about him. Ashy laughs at my fangirliness.
Ashy says something along the lines of, "Don't you get in trouble for seeing him?"
I reply with, "Yeah," I lean closer to her and whisper, "And it's SO worth it!" I continued on with something like, "If I could see him for 10 minutes then I'd gladly be grounded for a week,"
I'm not sure, but I get the feeling that, in the dream, he and I are a couple or close in some other way. However, he doesn't interact with me at all during the dream, but remains constantly in the background.

11. Undertaker's House         posted: January 16, 2011
I dreamed I ran away from school and found Undertaker outside. I then realized that I had found his house. So I barged in there to look around XD. I wanted to find out stuff about his past, so I just started wandering around. I found a kitchen then I left that room and went down a long hallway and found two doors. I opened one on the right and it was a bedroom. I opened the closet and Kevin was sitting in there. I sat in there with him talking and trying to use my laptop and then Unny came and found us. He said there was food in the kitchen. Then I woke up.

12. Undertaker the Pre-K Teacher? o.O     Posted: January 20, 2011
I dreamed I was in a school in a classroom with Undertaker. He looked like he did in the flashback when Will was talking about him but he was wearing his "Mad Hatter" outfit. Then some girl came in and wanted me to dye her shoes black. So I was like, "Okay," and took them home with me. It was weird because they were, like, really important to her and I might ruin them by dying them black. But anyways, I came back the next day and forgot my shirt XD! No one seemed to notice, though. I ran back to the car and grabbed a shirt and then went inside the school. I wandered around for a bit looking for Undertaker. I hoped I wouldn't run into the girl from yesterday because I wasn't finished with her shoes yet. I went into this Pre-K room looked into the teacher's office. There were a couple of people in there. I walked in and joined them. Then, Undertaker walked through the door on the other side of the room. He was talking to the other people in the room (he had the coolest accent~ >////////<) but he was hugging me.~ Then I woke up XC

Cupcake Note: I will now also be posting these as stand-alone entries in addition to recording them here. Me and my little alter-ego Jack the Reaper will be doing that all day today.