I made a blog for my dreams...

...Because they're so fucked up sometimes that they just deserve their own writing place. These are straight from my mind at the time of day that it does it's finest work. In a way, this madness could teach you more about my emotions/thoughts than I could even tell you.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Flies, Flowers, and Lightbulbs

I am deathly afraid of buzzing insects. I had a dream that I was in my old house where I used to live. There was a lit bulb, and a white flower (lily maybe?). They were both covered in flies. I wanted to run out of the room because I was afraid of the flies, but my body would only walk slowly.

My old house-Parts of character/experience that developed there
Lit Lightbulb-Ready to face reality
Flower- Sadness
Flies-Filth and Dirtiness/Problems
Afraid of Flies- Afraid of problems
Walking slowly (though I want to run)-Feeling powerless, anxious, or frustrated.

My Amateur Interpretation...
I'm ready to face the reality and sadness of some parts of my past. There are problems I'll have to deal with when I do that, though I'm afraid of them. No matter how scared I am I won't be able to run away from these problems.

Dunno if it's right... but, oh well :P

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