This is short. The dream was longer but I only remember this much of it.
I had been trying to hide from Artemis Fowl.
Then, as I was standing in a house in front of a sliding glass door. I noticed him outside standing in a grassy clearing talking to somebody. He motioned for me to come over to him. I ran outside and ran up behind him and hugged him. He said something about that he couldn't hug me back like that. I got a little annoyed and said, half jokingly, "You don't like my hugs!" and ran away to go inside the house. Secretly I was hoping he would follow me but he didn't. He kept talking to whoever was with him.
-Artemis Fowl- Knowledge, analytical skills. Or distraction. Something Imaginary
ReplyDelete-Grassy Clearing - Hidden/obscured/unknown
-Hug from behind - feeling close to someone but worried they won't accept you or that they'll crowd you out. Or wanting to accept a trait but worrying it won't fit you. Or feeling possessive of something/someone without them knowing.
-run - escape
-distracted - not focussed on me
-follow - emotional baggage; an afterthought, something that isn't necessary.
-glass door - invisible barrier that can be taken down.
-motioning - signs
-drink (I was drinking something before I ran outside)- a thirst for something.
I have a thirst for knowledge/distraction/an escape from the real world. Whenever I see a sign that I could obtain some I happily pursue it into the unknown and embrace it without anyone knowing. But I will just as quickly run away from it if someone finds out. I wish it would chase after me, but I am disappointed. After all, imaginary characters are in their own imaginary world and they cannot follow me into mine. :C
This has been a huge problem throughout my life. The acceptance of imaginary versus real world.