I made a blog for my dreams...

...Because they're so fucked up sometimes that they just deserve their own writing place. These are straight from my mind at the time of day that it does it's finest work. In a way, this madness could teach you more about my emotions/thoughts than I could even tell you.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Kuroshitsuji - Babysitting Incident

I just remembered another dream I had involving Undertaker. It happened a while ago- some time last year.

The dream starts off with me and Undertaker showing up at this family's house together to babysit. They quickly run us through a list of "do"s and "don't"s and then leave. There are at least three kids in the house to babysit. The oldest is a boy who needs medicine for his bi-polar disorder. We are in the kitchen together. He is in pajamas. He refuses to take the medicine and I don't feel right about forcing him to take it so I don't make him take it. I think briefly about calling his mom and asking what I should do about him, but then I am distracted and wander off somewhere else. Next I remember is I walked over to where Undertaker had been watching the kids (and by that I mean he'd been playing together with them- hehe :3). They had made a huge mess, which I thought was hilarious. But for some reason there was blood everywhere! I went out to this back room/porch where he was standing and looking out over the path through the yard and there was blood out in the yard, too. I tripped and fell while looking at all the blood. He helped me up.

The blood didn't scare me at all. I thought all the blood and mess they had scattered was just the funniest thing! I remember that the neighbors had helped make the mess because they had come to a party at the house... but I never remember being at a party. I also remember believing that the blood had come from meat in the refrigerator. Also, Undertaker mentioned something about he had just redecorated the house for Halloween. And that's about it.

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Even though it's an old dream, I'll try to interpret it!

To dream that you are babysitting, suggests that you need to care for the child within yourself.


To see or take a pill in your dream, signifies a restoration of your inner harmony. You are experiencing a period of healing and an end to the negative ideas in your mind.�Alternatively, the dream may be a metaphor for something or someone who is hard to follow.
To observe a pill in your dream symbolizes a restoration of your inner peace. It is a phase for turning away from negativity. It is also a stage of healing hurts and pains.


To see a kitchen in your dream, signifies your need for warmth, spiritual nourishment and healing. It may also be symbolic of the nurturing mother or the way that you are for your loved ones. Alternatively the kitchen, represents a transformation. Or perhaps the dream could be telling you that if "you can't stand the heat, then you need to get out of the kitchen". You need to abort your plans.


To see or wear pajamas in your dream, suggests that you need to relax and get some rest.


To see a mess in your dream, symbolizes the state of your waking life. You need to get your life in order.


To see blood in your dream, represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments. 


To see raw meat in your dream, represents obstacles and discouragements that you will come across as you move toward achieving your goals. Alternatively, it may reflect your untamed, animalistic nature and raw emotions.


To hear laughing or dream that you are laughing, suggests that you need to lighten up and let go of your problems. Don't put so much pressure on yourself. Laughing is also a sign of joyous release and pleasure.


To see children in your dream, signify an aspect of yourself and your childlike qualities. 


To dream that you are redecorating, indicates your need for change. You need a makeover of yourself.


To dream of Halloween indicates death and the unnatural world. This holiday also represents taking on a different personality or ideal of the self, one in which you don't feel restricted to express your thoughts or ideals.


To dream that you fall and are not frightened suggests that you will defeat your enemies without much effort.
To dream that you trip on something, indicates that something is out of order in your life. 


To dream of a porch, represents your personality, your social self, your facade and how you portray yourself to others. Consider the condition and size of the porch. In particular to dream of an enclosed porch, suggests of your tendency to distance yourself from others and your desires for privacy.


To see a messy and un-kept yard, denotes that aspects of your life are out of your control.

Mmmkay this is tough... um...
Sooo...

I need to care for the child within myself. I think my inner child was trying to tell me to relax. The way I was trying to get the boy to take a pill makes me think that I thought something was wrong with wanting to relax. But at the same time I was not really comfortable with not relaxing.
Apparently my waking life was a mess because of a combination of my child-like qualities, socializing, [Life, love, passion, disappointment], and Undertaker (or he may represent something else).
Also, Undertaker (or whatever he represents) was the one who made most of the mess though. Somehow, he/it made the mess using my own raw emotions. He "redecorated" or "changed" me. This is what caused me to take on a new personality and express my emotions/ideas without worry.
I made light of the situation but apparently something was very out of order in my life. The closed in porch suggests I had a desire for privacy. I also think the path leading out of that situation was full obstacles and hardship.

o.o That dream was a lot more insightful than I thought it would be 8I

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